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2006-07-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

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no more...

2006-01-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

new year, new blog...

i'm not gonna post here anymore.

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borrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

2005-12-24T11:51:00.000+08:00

i saw king kong. twas nice.

i was in boracay from dec 20 - 23.

i love bora.

the fog...

2005-12-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

bored?

don't watch the fog.

gustong mabadtrip?

go!!!!!!!!!!!!! watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!

buti pa siya...

2005-12-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

sobrang busy ng weekend.

i went straight to tagaytay with my fam after school. almost everybody from my mother side of the family went there. we had fun except for the fact that my cousins sang while i moped. may ubo kasi ako. leche. this morning we went to calaruega. the church there is so nice. then we went to ming's garden. they had the best brewed coffee ever. so nice. we went to some place near there to see a model unit. tita fel is planning to buy a house there with a farm. the unit was so nice. it was this malaysian style small house. they said it will take 5 years to be built.

ate april: 5 years, tanda na natin nun.
denise: 5 years? odi grade school na anak ni kuya je nun.
all laughs.
ate krystle: nye, odi may anak na siya ngayun?
denise: ah? hindi niyo pa ba alam?! matagal na may anak yan.
kuya je: anung grade school? 2nd year high school na!

i had fun. super. reuniting with my cousins is so fun. specially with my brothers. kuya jo has been busy with work so less bonding. he has a new gf nga and i found out about it through somebody else. tsk. so this trip was really nice. saya sobra.

sobrang nakakarelate. =))

Buti Pa Siya

Buti pa ang kalendaryo, may date
Buti pa ang Hershey's, may kisses
Buti pa ang propabilities, may chance
Yung ibang tao wala.

Buti pa ang exam, sinasagot
Buti pa ang film, nade-develop
Buti pa and hininga, hinahabol
Yung ibang tao hindi.

Buti pa ang patay, dinadalaw
Buti pa ang radio, pinapakinggan
Buti pa ang notebook, sinusulatan
Yung ibang tao hindi.

Buti pa ang tindera, nagpapatawad
Buti pa ang kamalian, pinapansin
Buti pa ang problems, laging iniisip
Yung ibang tao hindi.

Buti pa ang kotse, mahal
Buti pa ang pera, importante
Buti pa ang lungs, malapit sa puso
Yung ibang tao, hindi.

Buti pa ang dough, minamasa
Buti pa ang mahjong, sinasalat
Buti pa ang damo, nadidiligan
Yung ibang tao, hindi.

nice no? =))

exorcism of emily rose...

2005-11-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

last friday kuya je and i went to eastwood to watch a movie. nakalibre nanaman ako. wahaha.

we saw exorcism of emily rose. a bit disappointed since the trailer was so great. evidently, the horror scenes in the trailer are the only horror scenes in the movie. it wasn't that scary. pero creepy! to think that it was based on a true story. i still love the movie though. ganda nung pagkagawa.

i sorta freaked because i woke up 2:30 in the morning that night. considering that everything happens at 3am in the movie.

yesterday was jackie's 17th birthday. ate jedd's sister. their family ang ours went to greenhills and ate at genji. we strolled for awhile. after that kuya je, jan, ate jedd and i went to UP because my aunt begged us to watch a fund raising concert.

there was 3 choirs. some are kids, middle aged and some old people. it was nice. they were so good. but there was a part where old men wore bahag. i saw some things that i shouldn't have seen. i freaked out, kinda. haha. after, we stayed for a while in UP.

i'm starting to like sundays again. bakit kaya? i won't say. haha.

i so wanna live in seattle. it rains 9 months year. gawd, heaven it will be. kahit na walang beach. haha. c=

tickets...

2005-11-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

busy week. sooooo busy.

i won 2 tickets for the mtv music summit. sumali ako dun sa magic 89.9 kahapon kasi sooobrang bored na ko. then they asked what was the song and it was so easy. buloy from pne. so there i won. but i don't think i'm going because it's a thursday. may pasok...

gonna watch a movie with kuya je.

c=.

hp 4...

2005-11-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

whoa. i finally saw it.

spoliers ahead...

gawd. i'm so happy that i didn't finish reading the book. sobrang nagulat ako sa mga scenes. the effects was great. the story was nice but i cried when cedric died. he was so cute pa naman. pero all in all, maganda yung movie. sooobra.

killing fields...

2005-11-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

dami nangyari sa school. as in ang dami. kaasar.

we saw the movie killing fields in soc. sci.. poor cambodians. war movie so karla and i pretty much missed most of the parts. hindi kami mahilig sa morbid.

i went to andang's house earlier. movie, vanity, trippin' and chismax marathon. haha. so fun.

awakening: sarap umupo sa likod ng classroom! i could do everything without attracting to many eyes.

i so wanna watch harry potter.

second grading...

2005-11-16T21:37:00.001+08:00

religion............ 86 87
lit................... 90 89
pinoy.............. 85 84
biology............ 86 84
algeb.............. 88 89
soc. sci........... 85 86
tech and
livelihood ed.... 88 92
computer......... 88 95
pe.................. 84 88
music.............. 86 89
speech................ 89

i was devastated when i saw my bio grade went 2 points down. it was only 3 minutes after i received my grades that i realized how high my comp grade was. grabe.

top 6 ako!! c=

flightplan...

2005-11-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

we had a reunion with my relatives from the father side in eastwood earlier. some of us watched flightplan.

the movie was great. galing pa ni jodie foster. sobrang mind teaser. you think there's a twist when all along the twist is that there is no twist. haha. drama mixed with suspense. nice.

grabe my cousins are so old na. i have a niece and 2 nephews from them. gawd, ang likot.

i have a religion write-up due on tuesday which i have yet to start. shit.

i am so disturbed. my topic for our speech on friday (which again i have yet to start) is anorexia. eeww. i almost threw up when i saw this site.

if you're from ateneo or poveda, you probably heard the story that happened last year. a senior from poveda hung herself in the tree on the backyard of her ex-boyfriend who is a former atenean. the next morning, her ex found her dead.

** love makes us do crazy things. but we just want you to know that we, your friends, are here to help you. hindi lang naman siya ang pwede mong mahalin. your life doesn't have to end because of failure. we will never leave you behind, tandaan mo yan.

para naman sakin, 4 years is enough. ayoko na. c=

13 today. c=

interaction...

2005-11-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

we had an interaction with 2J from ateneo.

masaya. except for the fact na emcee ako at wala akong choice kung hindi ituloy.

met a bunch of great people. c= i was voted as miss cheerful and was given a rose for that. weird nga eh kasi i'm like the most pessimistic person i know.

awakening: wag iwanan ang glasses sa bahay. i'm sitting at the back of the room so it's really hard to see.

sabog na ko jan. kapagod kasi.

sooo many things to do. -_-

four brothers...

2005-11-09T19:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JAN!

andrew won in the 7o's house. i wanted joey to win so bad.

it's my brother's birthday yesterday. after school, we went straight to greenhills. ate at tender bob's then watched a movie.

finally, i was able to see four brothers. the movie i was dying to see mainly because of garrett hedlund. the movie was really nice but it was so predictable.

everytime there is a really really cute rebel but the nicest brother in a movie, he dies. like for example, the brother of arthur from king arthur and jared leto from lord of war. garrett died and i swear a tear fell down on my cheek. ha.

so much things to do.

the oc last episode...

2005-11-07T22:10:00.001+08:00

i guess my ~~busy~~ fun sembreak kicked me right in the ass.

i feel so sick.

i woke up with a really bad cold this morning due to the restless and hopeless nights i've spent. i didn't feel like going to school. but with so many things to do, i went anyway.

i had an "oh-no-sakit-ng-ulo-ko-shit-yung-pinoi-pa-at-yung-religion-at-yung-ano-pa-oh-no-pano-na-to" breakdown in every subject earlier.

my voice is soar. i think i'm going to lose my voice. ha. good luck on thursday.

my brother, jan, is going to celebrate his 17th birthday tomorrow. so i'm probably off with my family tomorrow night. c=

i love the end of season episode of the oc. *grins

time travel...

2005-11-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

i saw a little kid crying and screaming all his feelings today.

some part of me wished i was a little kid again. that way i could cry and say all the things i want to say right then and there without anyone really caring.

i envy those who can easily forget. don't get me wrong, i never loved him. i guess i just never thought i could care so much for someone without really bothering if he cares for me too. i just want to forget.

i wish i was a 5-year old girl again and cry my heart out and just say all that i feel so that this crap inside of me will finally let loose.

if i could turn back time, i'll go wherever you will go.
if i could make you mine, i'll go wherever you will go.
- the calling

car sick...

2005-11-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

~~our baguio trip was cancelled.~~ we went to baguio.

it was only thursday morning that i found out our supposed to be one day trip was going to be 3. it was only in the road that i found out we were going to baguio and not tagaytay.

gawd, i brought the wrong clothes.

good thing it wasn't that cold because i brought a thin jacket. kuya jo didn't come with us. we stayed at hotel supreme. everything else was fully booked.

my parents hate my pessimism. they also hate the fact that i don't smile most of the time. (i'm tired of faking a smile). and how i disagree with them so much. and how i'm not like my brothers who tells them what they want to hear. or how i don't listen so much.

i'm just different.

there was a problem with our car. we had to stop fequently. scary.

it was fun but so tiring.

jan got his early birthday present. iPod shuffle. i gave him my white rubber cover for the iPod as a birthday gift.

the gaghans family was eliminated in the amazing race. aww. second favorite ko pa naman sila. my team is still the Linz family.

i hate car rides from now on. got a pretty bad headache from the long road trip.

we arrived 2 hours ago. gawd, i haven't done any of our assignments. lots of quizzes this monday. i think i'm not home tomorrow. wish me luck.

awakening:
the sm baguio cinema is old fashioned. you can enter in the middle of the movie and leave at the next showing. hehe. yah, even there i watched a movie. how movie freak am i?

they can't tell me who to be 'cause i'm not what they see.. - i'm still here, john rzeznik

wax artist...

2005-11-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

last monday we went to nueva ecija to pay a visit to our dearly departed. reunion with relatives from the mother side. it was so fun. us girls played hearts for like an hour or so. we noticed there was a karaoke next door where you will have to pay p5 per song. gawd we were there from 9pm to 11. embarassing but fun. may new hang out place na kami. ha.

we took off before lunch the next day and stayed at home for only an hour. we went to mt. carmel to visit the crypt of my grandmother. reunion with relatives from the father side. after that we went to my dad's cousins' house. ang tagal nilang nagchismisan. we had dinner at congo grill. it wasn't a problem fitting there because my relatives in the father side is way smaller than my mom's. soon after we went to the holy cross memorial park. i was so bored and creeped out that i ended up creating a replica of the two towers from lotr with wax from the candle. they called me the wax artist throughout the night. i fear to be like the creepy guy from house of wax.

early morning i went to andang's house to continue our math project. write up na lang kulang! --which by the way is a huge problem since we have to compute the area-- you know what? nevermind. i had enough of all these earlier. as usual we ended up doing what i do best.

watching movies.

rude awakening: as much as possible don't let me be your groupmate/partner in a project if you want no procrastination because for all you know we'll spend more time watching and less time working.

we were supposed to watch the original exorcist. gawd, natakot kami. ayaw ko ng blikan yung scenes na yun no. we saw my sassy girl instead. ^__^

NBA season is here!!!!!!

ginebra won by 2 points shot in the last second beating san miguel. c=

our baguio trip was cancelled because kuya jo has work. bukas lang off day niya. pupunta kami tomorrow sa tagaytay ng balikan. kapagod! so technically i have no time for all the due projects this monday. plus i haven't slept a real 8-hour sleeep since god knows when. when i have time to sleep, i can't freakin' sleep. when i can sleep, there's no freakin' time. i'm so screwed.

this sembreak: no tennis, no long sleeping period, no movie marathon, no time for project-- no break at all.

dance pro/ zorro/ ginebra...

2005-10-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

lo and behold.

we lost. yeah but it was fun.

after the dance pro we had our tradiotional family day. the over flowing of food stalls, the freaky horror train along with other freaky rides, the deserted kalesa ride, overdressed people, reunion with old friends, stalking stalkers, bingo and depressed people.

i went to eastwood after along with jan and kuya je. ate jedda came with us. we ate at ebisu which is a not so good jap restau. then we watched the legend of zorro at about 9pm.

i wasn't the biggest fan of zorro, hell i'm not even a fan so i wasn't excited seeing it. i have to admit i slept a little in some parts. in my defense, i haven't really rested the whole day from 6am. my only 'resting time' was when we sat on the bench for 5 minutes. plus, the movie was so corny and so exagge. but i guess it wasn't that bad. but what do i know, right? i haven't seen the whole movie.

this afternoon we, my whole fam plus ate jedds, went to araneta to watch the ginebra-sta. lucia pba game. this is my first this season. i wasn't very lucky. the aircon in araneta was down so it was so freakin' hot. i guess it's worth it since we were seating on the lower box and ginebra won. yey.

practice makes perfect. maybe so...

2005-10-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

i got the autographed rooster cd i won. woohoo. i'm starting to really like them.

my guitar is finally fixed. i don't really play it but my brothers do. i want to to learn though. -_-

i am so tired. we have been practicing a lot for the dance pro, rain or shine.

bad trip. 3 days lang sem break namin! kasi monday and tuesday wala na talagang pasok since holiday na yun. so technically, 3 araw lang sem break. gawd, i hate stc.

cheer for ii-6 tomorrow. dance production na.

GL SPM6!!
(good luck sophomore 6) ha!

my love for you is deep and meaningless.

better days...

2005-10-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

goo goo dolls is back. i love johnny rzeznik's vocals. this is currently my favorite song.

Better Days
Goo Goo Dolls

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's some place simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And that's faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

doom...

2005-10-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

last sunday we ate at penang hill (?). malaysian restau. gawd, they weren't kidding about their spicy food.

watched doom in the promenade cinema in greenhills. kind of sci fi, action, horror movie mixed with video game. i guess it's ok.

it is so nice when you can get rid of all the weight hanging on your shoulders. but then you feel so empty.

our dance production is this coming saturday. grabe pressure. i know we won't win but it's fun, not having classes and all. plus class bonding. but i'm currently sewing my costume. ekk.

i now watch scrubs and survivor.

rooster...

2005-10-22T19:16:00.001+08:00

went to andang's house with tinay. group project in math.

we planned a little but as always, we ended up watching a movie. tinay wanted to watch house of wax. so we did. chilled for awhile then went to national bookstore to buy some things for the project. we bought different magazines so we could read all. andang bought us coffee in figaro then went back to her place.

it's the holloween party here in ferndale. didn't get to see it. anyway, when we were planning for the project i was flipping through the pink mag. i saw a page of all the winners in different contests. i was looking at the names of those who won. i saw the 5 winners of the rooster autographed cd's.

DeniseDeJesus, 14

i won.

i had to take a second look and hell yeah, i won. i was jumping and screaming. i think it was the coffee. i'm not really that big of a fan and i don't normally enter these contests. i just saw it and emailed. and bang! i won. of course i'm happy. this doesn't happen everyday.

i missed the bamboo gig last night at celeb. aww. i so envy cedes, andang and tinay.

i missed the longest buffet in eastwood. things got out of hand and we couldn't buy tickets anymore.

decorations...

2005-10-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

i accidentally slept at 9:30 last night. big accomplishment. i usually sleep at 12. then woke up at 3:30. slept at 4 again. woke up at 5:30. i was so hyper all day.

ferndale sucks. me, kuya je and ate jedda went around the village. every year, ferndalers have this really nice decorations in their houses for holloween. pero ngayun konti na lang. some streets were really great. one street has the theme romans as their decorations. one street has china. the other has arabian. it was so nice. there were this really big skeletons dressed as arabians. they also have this freaky lights. but the best is of course the house with corpse bride. sobrang gaynag gaya nila yung corpse bride. it was fun looking at the creepy streets in ferndale. but not until kuya je and ate jedda started to talk about their future, where to live, etc etc. i can't imagine them getting married. not that i'm saying that they are. although 25, they act young.

on our first year in ferndale we won first prize in the holloween decorations. our second year, we won second place. our house was even in the newspaper. our third year, we won top 10 since more and more homeowners are coming. our fourth year, we won a consolation prize. this year, umm, none. kuya je said that this was only our resting period. next year we are so gonna rule holloween.

i am so going to fail bio. grr. stc hasn't been the best these days. pressure. we have the supervised practices for the dance production started. wish we have more time.

i'm currently eating my dad's strawberry cheesecake. omg. =))

frustrated. i want to watch a movie. -_-

updates...

2005-10-18T19:40:00.000+08:00

i already know the ending of desperate housewives. shocker.

i smell christmas. time flies so fast.

i want to buy the CSI boardgame. trying to find coins in every corner of the house. ha. i so need money.

i appreciate ii-6. =))

the 70's house is so funny.

i'm halfway sophomore year. =)

i miss my crappy phone.

there's going to be a new season of rock star. they're already considering queen. rock star: queen? weird.

i want to see cry wolf. i think the showing will be this november.

and lastly,

and now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
i still believe in ever after with you...

40 year old virgin / lord of war...

2005-10-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

i had a fun weekend.

saturday noon, we had a blessing in our condo in eastwood. a bunch of relatives came. after that, me and my cousins watched 40 year old virgin. it was funny. although obviously stupid, the story was great. andy, the virgin, is just a normal person who isn't fond of sex. hindi sya yung total dork. plus, hindi siya purely kababawan.

we were supposed to go home but then my brother, kuya je, and ate jedda invited me and jan to stay. so we did. we ate dinner at jack's. then watched another movie. expenses paid by kuya je. ;)

if you want to watch lord of war don't read this.

the movie was great. i mean everybody hated it but hell i didn't. most people thought it was more of a action movie considering its title so they were kind of dissappointed. it flunked in states though. i'm not very fond of nicolas cage. i only liked him in face off and con air so basically, i didn't want to watch the movie. the movie was like from national geographic since the whole movie, nicolas cage was narrating.

you can say i'm evil. but unfortunately for you, i'm a necessary evil.

jared leto co-starred. he was nicolas cage's brother. he is so cute. remember urban legend? it was like 10 years ago but he still looks the same. i was crushing on him the whole movie. god, he's cute.

but the ending is so messed up. nicolas cage turned into a robot. he was so bitter. i mean consider this, because of what he does (selling weapons for wars) so many innocent africans died, his parents disowned him, his wife and kid left him and his cute brother died and still he continued doing it. wouldn't you stop doing it if you were in his place? plus he was so bitter about his situation that it seemed like nothing happened.

they say that evil prevails when a good man fails to act. the other says evil prevails.

yes, jared leto died. kinda predictable. the whole movie i was waiting for his death scene because its typical that a family member dies and since he was really nice he dies. nicolas begged him to come to africa to sell their weapons. there, jared realized that if they sold their weapons to the military they would kill innocent africans. jared begged nicolas not to sell the weapons but nicolas refused. and so jared placed a bomb in the truck of weapons so that it will be destroyed. it did and one african soldier got mad and shot jared. so mainly it was nicolas cage's fault. nicolas was so nice in the start of the movie but then he became less human throughout the remaining scenes.

i recommend this movie to those people who like less action and more informational and drama. the movie is kind of funny too.

sunday, me, kuya jo, and my mom heard mass. kuya je and my dad had a meeting or something. jan is in laguna for his block outing. he is staying there for the night. i'm so jealous since he's already in his sem break. one month. but he doesn't have any summer at all. anyway we went to shangri-la. the 5 of us. we ate at i don't know. itallian restaurant. then my parents and kuya jo wanted to watch lord of war.

and so i saw it for the second time.

jared leto.

there is only two tragedies in life. one is not getting what you want and the other is getting what you want. -yuri / nicolas cage, lord of war

life is pain...

2005-10-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

i feel like crap.

i feel so bad. it's not his fault, it's her fault, hell it's not their fault. i need a serious change of attitude. i need to stop blaming everybody else and just accept the consequences of my actions. this is really hard for me to admit.

i'm using my dad's old phone. samsung. the one with matrix 3 as it's advertiser. the rotating camera. it's features are horrible but can't complain because this is better than no phone at all. but if you text me please include your name. contacts was on my broken phone. please text. i'm desperate. i couldn't text you since i don't have your phone numbers.

i am so broke.

i'm letting go. i'm now dettatching myself from everything. think positive. smile. c=

unlucky 13...

2005-10-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

my tv just underwent the almost-broken-phase. it switches off by itself then switches on again. grr. tv is my life. oh no.

guess what else, my cell phone died. yeah. officially sira na. maybe this is a good luck since i might receive a new one but no. everything is saved in my old phone. from the pics, the birthday calendar and my contacts. walang laman yung sim ko. god, i hate this.

i thought this was a going to be a great day since exams are finally over. grr. i actually shed tears for this phone and this freakin tv.

i have to wake up early tomorrow since my mother's side has a all girl bonding session. 6am! i only had 2 hours of sleep last night. ekk. err. argh.

my tv is dying, my phone died, what else? ewan ha. i thought 13 was my luckiest day. well guess again.

i'm now hating *********. most of them anyway.

corpse bride...

2005-10-10T09:42:00.000+08:00

i know, i know i should be studying. break lang 'to. aha.

so yesterday after our lunch that my parents cooked (first time), we went to shangri-la. me, jan and kuya jo were fighting over a movie to watch. see, jan has a huge crush on jessica alba so he wanted to watch into the blue even though the movie already started. i have a crush on johnny depp and kuya jo wanted to watch corpse bride. 2 to 1. jan also wanted to watch 40 year old virgin. ekk. not my kind of movie.

before the movie, kuya jo was searching for aviator shades. we found one. medium sized, and worth p6,000. he wanted to buy it but the shades are too small for him. we couldn't find a larger one. he was so sad the whole day and me and jan are the ones who was supposed to listen to him moan and moan.

we saw the movie. it was so nice. when i was 4 or 5 i used to watch nightmare before christmas all the time. it was kinda morbid for kids but it was bittersweet. a love story yet scary. just like corpse bride. the graphics are nice. a little freaky but i love the story. i'll definitely watch it again.

house of wax...

2005-10-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday was so scary.

i was sitting on my bed when the lights went off. brownout. i heard kuya jo run outside their room. i couldn't dsee anything. total darkness. i was sitting still thinking the lights will go up again. but it didn't and so i walked to the door trying to feel the doorknob with my hands and quickly got out. i was standing in the hallway not seeing anything. i was so scared, i screamed for our helper for a candle. my trusty flashlight was dead. the lights went on again. there was a storm. after dinner my parents are already home. the lights went off again. scary.

after awhile when there was electricity again, i begged jan to watch house of wax with me. he already seen it. grabe. ang morbid. half of the movie i asked jan to stop it. i wasn't feeling wll and i was so sleepy. plus i was so scared.

this morning, we continued the movie. hell sobrang morbid! if it wasn't for chad murray i wouldn't watch it. but it was good. the story was nice. but the scene i couldn't get out of my head is when jared padalecki was waxed and he was paralyzed. one of the characters touched him and so the wax on his cheek fell with his skin because the wax was still hot. his inside was seen and he was still alive. he couldn't move and he started crying beacuse of the pain. then accidentally the bad guy slashed his waxed face and so his whole right cheek fell of. grabe. it has to be so hurtful. imagine your skin gone and you couldn't do anything about it. another one was when elisha cuthbert's pointing finger was sliced off and her mouth was glued and she forced it to open with her hands tied together. her lips was bleeding badly. so morbid. but it was a great movie.

stars...

2005-10-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

inhale, exhale.

finally! after a long week filled with projects, long tests, oh so daming requirements, class probs i could finally breathe. wait, inhale, exhale.

gawd this feels good. i finally escaped from living in a not-so-orderly-room. nakpaglinis ako. right when i got home i started cleaning. this feels so nice. no more requirements. although, exam next week, i don't care. we have no classes this coming monday so no need to worry until then. cramming.

yes. i crammed. 3 projects last night. 2 1/2 hours of sleep. not that good. we had our long test in computer earlier and i ended up resting my eyes every single number. i definitely think i failed. music periodical test, piano. i got a whopping 95/100. *clap clap. speech, we chose a topic for our oral presentation next next week. i roamed around OCD, teannage outcast, teenage marriage, movies (which everybody expect i will choose considering my reputation) but i wound up choosing shopaholics. i have no idea why.

talo LaSalle. change topic.

so many movies this weekend. who cares na may exam next week? haha. but seriously, i need to catch up in soc sci, bio and english. add math. i definitely know i'm getting lower grades in these subjects. pero i wanna watch a movie this weekend. might have a marathon tonight. ano ba meron sa tuesday? exam lang naman ah. haha.

tv does bad things to me. gawd. its a sickness. once i started watching a tv series, i couldn't stop even though i already saw it. i have less time in homework. really bad. but i really can't live without it.

maybe i've been the problem. maybe i'm the one to blame, but even when i turn it off and blame myself the outcome feels the same -Stars by Switchfoot

four-eyed metalmouth...

2005-10-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

denise + braces + glasses = you tell me.

i saw transporter 2 yesterday. sucked. exagge masyado.

here's something that sucks more.

right eye = 75
left eye = 50

i thought i had 25's but hell no. and i have the most unique glasses. black outside, red inside. sorta rectangular. nerdy nerd na ko. haha. but i'll never where this in public. only in classes. computer and tv, my galsses are required. my eyes are meiopia which means it can never heal i think. i'll post a pic sometime when i'm not too freaked out anymore. o-o

amytiville horror...

2005-10-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

denise

+ confusion

+ utter crap

+ super duper semi-hell week

+ overflowing assignments

+ 5 quizzes and 1 long test in one day

+ clumsiness in bio class

clumsiness in my locker

+ chad murray-sophia bush break-up

+ medical investigation

+ the book speak by laurie anderson

+ la salle-feu first game

+ stupidity

__________________________

Fitness Friday

yes, fitness friday. new school project. once a month there's ging to be one wherein students and everyone else in high school get to play sports. only 300 students came. it was held after class. we joined for fun. first there was the 30-minute warm up in the gym. non-stop. they hired this instructor. so fun. after, you get to choose the sport you want like badmin, volley, bball, suongan, etc. me, tinay and cedes wanted to play patintero but no other people played. patintero is only for the people who wants to play sports but suck at it. we ended up watching the faculty members play badmin because all the spots are already filled. but it was fun.

chad micheal murray broke up his marriage with sophia bush/brooke from one tree hill. yehey? they were cute together. aww. it was so sad when i heard the news. awkward na pag one tree hill. when chad won the hottest male actor and best actor in a horror movie in teen's choice, he mentioned his wife but a week later they broke up. so sad. 5 months pa lang sila. at least my nonexistent lovelife with him is back on the go. haha.

i went to andang's house earlier with cedes. we were supposedto have a group study but we ended up watching the amytiville horror. i saw it before but i forgot how scary it is. nakakatakot sobra. then we ate and had a chismisan session. so for today i wound up with 1 summary from one book.

dami pang kailangang gawin. sobra. hell week na starting monday.

land of the dead...

2005-09-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

last week was ______.

my parents fought over some unreasonable misunderstanding. it was pretty serious since my dad slept at our condo for 2 nights. i stayed so far from it. no taking sides. finally what kuya je has been trying to tell me since i was a kid sank in. hayaan mo na sila, matatanda na yan. which was so true.

last saturday kuya je called me that he and ate jedds will pick me up to go watch a movie. i asked my dad and my mom (still very far away from each other) if we can stay in our condo in eastwood for the night. my dad thought it was my plan to get him and my mom reunited. i've been pretty famous at making all this stuffs to bring them back together. hell not today. not ever. they expect a girl 36 years youger than they are to deal with their oh so easy problem. grow up. haha.

in the car:
kuya je: binigyan ka ba ng pera nila mama?
denise: _______.
ate jedds: libre mo na kuya ka naman niya eh.
denise: sige na, kuya. (with matching frown and puppy dog eyes)
kuya je: ______.

and all expenses paid by my brother. wahaha.

jan went with us who just came from tagaytay for their english class. they ate at sonia's garden. why are their classes so fun? last friday they saw a CSI episode starring chad micheal murray for english too. gawd are they lucky. so anyway kuya jo didn't come with us because he said the movie sucked so bad.

and yeah it did. gawd. the movie was so stupid. i love dawn of the dead so much better. kuya je, ate jedds and jan disagree. ewan. basta i know i hated the movie.

then after the movie, i saw kuya jo, mom and my dad. yeah well they made up. we ate at tokyo tokyo there in eastwood (tipid to the max na kami) which was the worst tokyo tokyo i've ever been to. i hated the food so much. ekk. never again.

after that we gambled in the condo. i won a lot of money for my mom. i was playing hers. you know what? i could survive forever by gambling. not that i'm bragging. gambling is bad.

the next morning, my dad cooked for breakfast. heaven meal. kuya je, kuay jo and some other guys (la salle people) went to see the uaap game, dlsu-admu. i didn't come with them since i know who'll win anyway. i was freakin' tired din kasi.

we went to mass. ate at fazoli's then shopped. broke nanaman ako. =c

we watched the game in the condo. whow. dlsu kicked ass. to all admu fans, HAHA. blame my beloved chris tiu for not being there. i was saying my ooh's and ahh's for jan kasi ako lang kakampi niya. no, la salle pa rin ako. although i'm gonna study at admu if given the chance. weird no?

we were supposed to watch constant gardener today but things got out of hand.

rude awakening: don't judge a movie by it's trailer.

Rock star: inxs...

2005-09-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

sigh.

talo sa mig sa rock star: inxs. i knew it before the show dahil sa dinami dami ng news tungkol dun pero hindi ko alam kung sino nanalo. i lost excitement in watching the finale. huhuhu. so sad for mig. it wasn't because he was filipino that i liked him, it was aside from that. kasi magaling siya sobra.

so sa finale, mig sang Bohemian Rhapsody which was the best performance ever. kaso ayun nataggal siya. then there was two. jd and marty. of course i was routing for jd. siya yung second choice ko way before. he sang "you can't always get what you want" by rolling stones. galing. then they sang inxs songs. tas ayun, JD WON! god was i happy. he was so good.

sobrang gusto kong titigan si kuya je at sabihin, "sabi sayo eh!". ever since we started watching the show, i always said that jd will win. he has the voice, the awesome look and the moves. kuya je hated him so bad. sobrang alam ko na dati pa na si jd mananalo and ate jedds can back me up on this one. mig has the voice for inxs but inxs doesn't like him. too much of a nice guy. pero the marty, jd and mig received the new honda civic cars. gawd, are they lucky. pero now i am so psyched that jd won. mas sisikat kasi pag siya.

there's this article saying, "what will be the next to rock satr: inxs? rock star: queen or popstar: nsync?" i couldn't stop laughing. who will watch nsync? haha. i think that the next one can be rolling stones, pink floyd or nirvana.

i'm gonna miss rock star. huhu. at least i could now study every wed and thurs. c=

"you can't always get what you want, but if you try some time, you just might find, you get what you need..." - the rolling stones

cinderella man...

2005-09-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

grabe, i feel so blank. as in no emotions. denise = robot.

last saturday, rugrats went out to galle. we ate at dulcinea, got our picture taken (all expenses paid by cedes), and shopped.

after, i went straight to eastwood with my fam. ate dinner at our condo. dad ko nagluto which is so nice. we ate paella (tama ba spelling?), ceasar salad and roasted chicken. my dad is so good in cooking kaso tinatamad siya magluto. pero ngayun lagi na siyang ginaganahan. after, we went to watch cinderella man.

nakakaiyak. 2 thumbs up for russelle crowe (if i had a third thumb, its also raised up high). ang cool, super. lalo na yung last fight niya.

we slept there in the condo. ate at something fishy for breakfast. went to church. tas invited ate jedd's family over. we hung out at the condo and ate yellow cab, go nuts donuts and lots more. (gutom ka na no?). kuya je and ate jedda are so lucky. may tickets sila sa DLSU vs UE game. then after nun, umuwi na kami.

monday medyo walang nangyari. oh btw, we had a long test in math last thursday which i had no clue about. kala ko short quiz lang. grabe, i need to pay more attetion. today, sobrang kabado ako. tinay and i volunteeresd to do a report about confucianism. wala siya sa book and kailangan pag nagreport ka, walang kodigo. eh puro chinese terms yun. bat it worked out perfectly. exempted kami sa quiz. bad trip religion. buong week may quiz kami. no kidding. as in everyday sabi ni sir last week. and hell, totoo nga. tas halos lahat enumeration. tas 10 terms pa yung papaenumerate niya.

now i'm startig to feel nervous. shocks, finale na tomorrow ng rockstar inxs. and i don't want to go to school. palihan lang naman. tsaka if i did, i would be thinking about it the whole day. i think no one is better than the other sa finalists. kasi they are all good but in a different way. i wish MiG wins though. *_*

trees/mystify...

2005-09-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

Trees - Marty Casey

I don't want to go through this life
Without you by my side
And I've got it all worked out in my head
Here's how it's got to be

It'll be you and me up in the trees
and the forest will give us the answers

We, we're make believe..
in a world we rule together
We can build our dreams
with a knot tied tight to last forever

It'll be you and me up in the trees
and the forest will give us the answers
It'll be you and I up in the sky
it's a combination for disaster

We've got one shot-
so where do we go from here?

It'll be you and me up in the trees
and the forest will give us the answers
It'll be you and I up in the sky
it's a combination for disaster..

And I know there's more for us in this life..

some say that this song is really nice but pilit daw yung lyrics. ginawa lang para magrhyme. which for me is so far from true. may message din yan. metaphorical. it's about a guy desperately trying to convince a girl to be with him. he got this plan already for them. nice niya sobra.

i freakin' love inxs and mig has the voice for them. if not, si jd. don't get me wrong but i like marty kaso his voice id far from inxs style. ewan, malapit na finale.

oh yeah, new layout.tagal ko rin to ginawa. mahirap. anyway, galing yung title sa song ng inxs na kinanta ni mig and jordis. ang cool kasi nung version nila. =))

brothers grimm...

2005-09-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

i'll try to make this short.

friday morning was hell. kainis.

so friday, report cards. wala kaming os. surprise? medyo. hey, top 8 ako. =))

religion - 86
literature - 90
pinoi - 85
bio - 86
algeb - 88
socsci - 85
home eco - 88
comp - 88
pe - 84
music - 86

saturday morning, surprise ako grabe. i found kuya jo with two pierced ears. gawd. one week na pala yun and he was trying to keep it from us. my mum freaked out. kasi naman dapat isa isa muna. dati he got his tongue pierced. nagclose na. pero i have to admit, astig.

socsci and religion project, cramming na to! pero something went wrong sa computer tapos when i finally fixed it, aalis na kami. so wala nanaman akong nagawa. it was ate krystel's (cousin) 20th birthday.

music match ulit kami pero this time mas marami kaming magcocousins. ate jedda went din. ang cool sobra. perfect timing because some of us just got our hearts broken and the others broked someone's heart. sobrang damayan kami. naglabasan na ng mga masasamang loob. masaya. lalo na nung we sang queen songs, bohemian rhapsody and we will rock you. then nung kumanta ako ng broken sonet dun na ko tinira. those 'may boyfriend ka na no?' and 'siguro naglalasing ka na' were endless. we were there for 4 hours. until 12am. then we went to coffee bean. naadik nanaman ako sa coffee. tapos after that we went home na. may pasok pa kasi yung iba samin. i was so sleepy pero because of that coffee, gising ako until 4am. cramming na.

shortly after my sleep or nap, i woke up to get ready. 10am kasi yung mass. after hearing the mass , we went to shangri-la. ate at sugarhouse, shopped, watched a movie.

brothers grimm. fairy tale. ang funny niya. we were supposed to watch red eye pero i begged not to kasi may 2 pa kong project eh 3pm yung showing. so anyway, nice choice. ang galing nung pagkakahalo nila ng mga fairy tales. tsaka may pagka suspense sa huli. c=

after that, cram, cram, cram and guess what. i wound up sleeping at 3am. so really, this whole weekend i only got 6 hours of sleep. and look at me, oh so pale.

you're faking a smile with a coffee to go. 'cause you had a bad day...

the cave...

2005-09-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

this week was so hectic but then again, we didn't have classes last wednesday, 2:40 dismissal today and 3pm dismissal tomorrow, getting of report cards.

last tuesday hindi ako nakauwi. dahil sa rally sa commonwealth. so we decided to watch a movie in eastwood. the cave was the only one available. eh yun pa naman yung movie na i'm avoiding for the past weekend. hindi kasi mukhang maganda. no choice.

but hey! sobrang ganda nung movie. it's kinda like a sci fi thriller movie. puro surprises. which is my biggest fear. give me ghosts, spirits, zombies as long as hindi surprise, ok ako. pero nagustuhan ko yung movie. ang cool nung cinematography. although bibitin ka sa huli, i really don't think there will be a sequel. pero hell, i wanna watch it again. =))

i love rockstar inxs. galing ni mig ayesa! i love marty din. marty's voice is great but in a darker emo way. jd, well jd's hot, enough said. suzie and jordis are alright. basta wag lang si mig matanggal today.

ayoko pa magweekend, dami kailangan panuorin. red eye, brother's grimm, and transporter 2. pero cross out na yung transporter 2 dahil i'm not a big fan of transporter 1. pero i wanna watch both red eye and brother's grimm oh so bad.

dami projects. ayoko na. >_<

boogeyman...

2005-09-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

so no movie this weekend. my choice. ewan ko.

saturday night nanood kami ni jan ng boogeyman sa dvd. worst horror movie ever. oo scary pero walang story. bad trip.

saunday morning we went to lola cunching's 85th birthday. one and only kapatid of my lolo, father side. so may attire. red and strictly no black. so kaming mga apo ni lolo away from the other relatives. so akala namin hindi siya totoong attire na kailngan talagang red. so i wore white shirt and a hot pink skirt. (shade of red na rin). so ayun. when we got to manila hotel, shocked i was. lahat naka red, as in red. my family also wore red except me and my dad. odd man out. it was so embarassing. little family lang kami. medyo. 6 big tables lang. we had a mass there. by fr. robert reyes. he was so funny. tapos went chika china na with my two old cousins which both have little kids. hindi kasi kami ganun kaclose sa mga second cousin. not like we used to.

ate tin: (to kuya jon) oi balita ko kakasal na da si jeje.
kuya jon: ows? je, kakasal ka na daw?
kuya je: kelan pa?
jan: may anak na nga siyang 3 years old eh.
denise: anong 3? 4 na yun, nag-aaral na eh.
all laughs.

of course wala pang anak si kuya je. we always joke about it to freak my parents. never gets old. so lunch was the best. blueberry cheesecake was one of the desserts. =)) after, we had the traditional mooncake game. pinag pair lahat ng tables. tapos roll a dice. if you get this certain number, may iba't ibang price.i won a scented sachet and 34 5peso coins. kuya jo won the prize in the table which was p850. then he also won the grand prize, p8500. oh gosh, napaka bilis na pera naman yun. i need to face it. kuya jo is always lucky with this kinda things. nawawala nga lang iPod shuffle niya. my brothers are convinced that he sold it. which is disrespectful sa parents ko dahil gift nila yun. i'm pretty convinced din. anyway, after, nung papauwi na, nakakita kami ng girl sa wedding dress.

ate tin: je, it's a sign. sunud-sunod na yan.
kuya jon:oonga. lagot ka. nagpaparamdam na sayo.
denise: haha.
kuya je: hindi ko na nga lang pinapansin eh.
kuya jon: marami pang dadating na signs.
kuya je: ui wag baka atakihin yung iba jan.

of course he's reffering to my mum. haha.

bad day today. daming quiz. basta this is one of the worst days. well, that's life. i'm just gald it's nearly over.

read this. sobrang nice. got it from mabel.

A son's letter...

A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently in the center of the bed.It was addressed, "Dad". With sudden dread and the worst premonition, he opened the envelope andread the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Dad,
It is with great regret and deep sorrow that I am writing you. I decided to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice, even with all her piercings, tattoos, and her tight Motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion dad; she's pregnant and Joan said that we will be very happy. Even though you won't care for her since she is so much older than I am, she already owns a trailer in the woods and even has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. After this baby by her biker friend she wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams to. Joan taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with her friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will finda cure for AIDS so Joan can get better; she sure deserves it!! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to knowyour grandchildren.

Your son,
John

PS:
Dad, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than a bad report card -- that's in my desk in the top middle drawer. I love you!
Call when it is safe for me to come home.

grr...

2005-09-03T00:01:00.001+08:00

it's exactly 12:01 am. may pasok mamaya. saturday class. wahhhhh.

i'm starting to hate stc.

shocks. cramming to the max na. dami daming projects. grabe kaya. 2 days notice lang yung project sa religion. for heaven's sake, school nights pa! sunud-sunod. last wednesday, nagsubmit naman kami ng isa pang project sa religion din. sa sept. 10 meron ulit. ayoko na.

stc has no classes on the 7th. parang may trip yung teachers. sa iba't ibang school. woohooo.

gawd. sa 9th bigayan na ng grades. home eco, religion, soc sci and bio pinoproblema ko. pati pala pinoi. o sige lahat na.

belated happy birthday cedes. tanda mo na.

i missed the premiere of "cinderella man" starring russelle crow tonight. kasi naman may saturday class. minsan pa man lang kami magkaroon ng premiere tickets.

nyt nyt.

the longest yard...

2005-08-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

reco namin last friday. so sad. reshuffle na kasi kami next year. bad trip.

ii6 thanks sa lahat. i hope that the remaining 7 months will be fun and meaningful. c= i'm gonna miss you all.

after, kuya je picked me up at tinanong ako kung gusto ko ba daw sumama sa eastwood. may dinner daw yung parents ko with mrs. cruz and others. sumama ako thinking na nandun si mrs. bayle and sr. jo. hoping i could convince them about the reshuffling. ang kasama lang pala sila mrs. cruz, mrs. mesa, ms. catbagan and tita nona who were all part of the grade school office. we ate at shanghai bistro. shit. 2 weeks in a row. chinese? nakakasuka. pero medyo fun. daming chismis tungkol sa stc. haha. ayoko na magsalita baka sabihin nagmamalign malign ako. i hung out with jan sa condo while they were talking some more.

sturday, we went to our condo ulit. buong family, nanood ng the longest yard. ang ganda super. sobrang funny.

hindi siya corny. cool pa nung story and nung cast. about football. prisoners vs. guards. remember latrel from white chicks, yung guy na sobrang laki ng katawa who sang a thousand miles? nandun siya. cheeseburger eddy name niya. puro mcdo yung part niya. haha. rob schneider was there of course. lahat ng adam sandler movie extra si rob and lahat ng rob schneider movie extra si adam. example, hot chick: movie ni rob extra si adam sandler, 50 first dates: movie ni adam extra si rob schneider. katawa. watch it. cool sobra.

rob schneider: we won! group hug in the shower tonight! (everyone stares)... or not.

we ate at max after. tapos we slept there in the condo. kanina we went to the holy family church in eastwood. tapos went straight home.

no classes tomorrow. pero lahat ng books ko nakalimutan ko sa stc, marami pa namang quiz. oh well.

i love mig.

mig ayesa from rockstar inxs. =))

hiblang abo...

2005-08-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

this is the luckiest week yet.

grabe from tuesday to friday no classes. whow. go ii6! kasi nung tues, halfday, nakinig lang kami sa talk ng dating theresian. tapos, today nagfieldtrip (or whatever) buong high school. as in 24 buses. we all went to GSIS to watch a play, hiblang abo (which is so nice kaso nakakaiyak), tapos tour. then pumunta kami sa ccp to have a tour around the place. gawd, it is so nice to be out of school.

tomorrow, palihan ng second year. buong high school naka filipiniana. may contest nanaman. too bad yung second year hindi kasama since kailangan nakapants kami dahil nga palihan. malong lang. corny.

then sa friday recollection namin. i didn't bother to ask anybody a reco letter. kasi mas maganda kung kusang ibibigay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY!!

haha. 24 na siya. 10 years agwat, so what? married, so what? enough said.

oh yeah, may bago akong crush. =)) kanina kasi sa ccp i saw this really cute guy. turns out kuya ni karla. dun siya nagwowork. shit! ang gwapo super. he has these gorgeous eyes. the whole trip he was the only one in my mind. karla, kinikilig ako. haha. so hot. 25 na siya. so what? haha. again, enough said. btw, his name is mark. c=

first ata to ng sophomore year na i'm not worrying about anything regarding school work. nice.

14 na ko!!!...

2005-08-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

long weekend. c=

last saturday, we went straight to our condo in eastwood. hung out with my fam. tapos mga 6 nagdinner kasama relatives sa shanghai bistro. hindi ko masyado gusto. chinese eh. after, the oldies played majong and kaming cousins went to oj's to drink and eat some more. in all fairness, hindi pa rin ako uminom. good girl? maybe, pero kasi hindi maganda para sakin yung drinking alcohol. what good does it give you? form of socialization lang naman yun. pero hindi ako nagsasalita ng tapos. maybe i'll find it interesting later. tapos we went to floyds para magice cream. then they went home.

sunday, birthday ko. *grins

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY DENS!!!

wala na kong batt sa cell so hiniram ko yung extra phone para makapagthank you naman ako sa nagregreet. only, contacts ko nasa phone at wala sa sim. so there, i had to ask everyone kung sino sila.

teriyaki boy. whaw. favorite, jap restau. ate jedds family ate with us. then we hung out at at the condo. watched uaap. had a big fight with kuya je. (pero in fairness, my brothers gave me havaianas slippers kahit gipit na sila from my mum's birthday gifts.) yeah talo la salle. so what? actually i was cheering for feu kasi nga galit kami ni kuya je. then iPod shuffle.

i had a hard time picking from all the mp3 players pero here i am ending up with the first one i loved. pink yung case. not really what i liked. pero ok na. kasi yung green comes alone for p800. while this pink comes with white na p920.

yesterday was the first time in the longest time na hindi umulan sa bday ko. quite sad pero ok na rin.

i had a fun weekend and to think i didn't watch a single movie. c=

14 years of existence. not so bad.

friday madness...

2005-08-20T11:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun.

so sinuprise ako nila cedes. sabi nila hindi daw makakapunta sila tinay at andang. so sad naman yun. then at 11 they surprised with a coffee crumble cake (wala daw blueberry cheesecake. huhu) and party poppers. it was so funny since ferndale is a quiet place. and we we're all shouting. si fudge, ian, cedes, tinay at andang pumunta.

we first watched willy wonka, the original. umpa, lumpa. haha. then we played clue and bluff. i just found out that i'm not very good on lying. next, we watched shutter. shit.

first time ko panuorin and it freaked the hell out of me. shocking talaga. natre was so freaky. akala ko kasi it was another corny asian horror movie. hell it wasn't. i hate natre!

then we watche a cinderella story. chad. whew, hottie. tapos we ate pizza then waited for their sundo.

after which, our family went to eastwood, gonna watch a movie. 11pm pa showing pero wala pang 8 bihis na sila. my parents were so excited. i have no idea. tapos they said na we will look at our condo. i expected it to be empty. when we entered i saw a table in the dining area. my dad opened the lights. grabe, it was already finished.

the condo looked so nice. modernized nga eh. even though one bedroom lang yun, may space for us in the living room. sobrang cool. as in. they told me it was a surprise for my birthday since ako may pinaka gusto. i take back everything i said about my parents being the worst secret keepers.

after, we watched skeleton key. it wasn't scray. haha as if napanuod ko. i slept almost the entire movie. kasi ba naman i slept late last thursday, woke up early tapos nonstop ang kalikuan with rugrats. the story was so cool. thanks to my kind brother who told me the whole twist. i might watch it later with kuya jo.

right now i have to go. going to our condo. lalagyan na ng tv etc. tapos party with the jardiel then sleep there. the next day will be my 14th birthday. tapos lunch with ate jedds family. tapos movie ulit. tapos i don't know na. but i know magandang weekend to.

happ bday, ma...

2005-08-18T19:03:00.000+08:00

12am, august 17. birthday ng mum ko. we had this surprise for her. 4 really big bouquets of roses. tigitigisa kaming magkakapatid. pero everything was paid by kuya je and ate jedda. plus cake. walang candle so yung ginamit namin sobrang laki. haha. we surprised her. we gave our gifts. kaasar kasi si kuya je and ate jedda kasi they had 6 big gifts. throw pillows na set. made our gifts really bad. my mum hated the fact na fifty na siya. so i suggested that she is only 49 and 12 months.

last night we ate out. friday's. meron ng credit card si jan. money ng parents ko. he used it for our dinner.

den: whaw first time.
kuya jo: sulat mo muna full name mo! telephone number pa.
kuya je: o? bakit ka na pipirma?
jan: hindi pa ba? ano gagawin?
kuya je: i-tototal mo muna.
den: oo aadd mo muna!
jan: ha? niloloko niyo ko eh. (states the obvious)
everybody laughs.

inaasar siya nila kuya je which was so funny.

whaw, people still check their friendsters? grabe ah. ako months na. so i just checked it out earlier. everybody keeps his and hers updated. nyer.

the religion project was given to us last tuesday tapos submission kanina. nakakainis. late talaga ako nakatulog. kaya nga this morning, my alarm clock failed to wake me up. 6am na ko nagising, eh umaalis kami 6:20.

pupunta rugrats dito tomorrow. movie/karaoke marathon. haha.

happy birthday ma! 50's isn't so bad.

3 days na lang. c=

clue...

2005-08-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

so anyway cramming nanaman.

i spent my whole two hours on playing a board game with kuya je, ate jedda and jan. "clue". it was so fun. parang csi na kailangan malaman mo kung sino yung killer, weapon, and the place. ang cool sobra. sobrang hirap pero ang galing. jan won the first 2 games and ate jedds won the last. kainis nga eh. kaming dalawa ni kuya na pinaka csi ddict yung natalo. brain teaser talaga. lalo na pag may strategy na bawat isa. we had pretend names, like i am csi vegas, kuya was ny, jan was miami and ate jedds was the all filipino soco. nakakaaddict. -_- ate jedda gave it us nga pala. thanks. c=

kuya jo has a huge problem. he broke up with ate kat but now parang nagiging stalker na si ate kat. everywhere he goes, she's there. i like her but i don't think kuya jo's happy with her. for now, i think he's better off alone.

i got 59/67 in math. 1 result down, 5 to go. shit.

6 days to go...

wedding crashers...

2005-08-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

we went to shangri-la kanina. went around. then we watched wedding crashers.

ekk. 5 out of 10. corny. and typical comedy. pero hey, will farrel was there. yun lang nagpafunny. pero okay na rin. i guess.

sched for the week.
wed - 50th bday ng mum ko; eat out. (most probably chinese.)
fri- no classes, qc day; movie marathon with rugrats
sat - party at shanghai bistro with my relatives, jardiel.
sun - guess what. my day: eat, movie, iPod shuffle. need i say more?

100th post...

2005-08-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

turns out this is my

yey! =)

charlie and the chocolate factory part 2...

2005-08-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd. at last. tapos na exam. at least for this quarter. shcking talaga. hirap ng soc sci, bio and pinoi. -_- to think na puro yun yung mga pinagaralan ko. well what's done is done. wait na lang ako for the results.

after the exams we (andang, ian, cedes, bea, fudge and i) went to powerplant. tapos napanuod namin yung charlie and the chocolate factory as planned way way before. we made a pact na walang manunuod nun. dapat sabay sabay kami. pero hindi ko nasunod. sorry. napanuod ko na nga siya last week. and for a whole week, i have no one to talk to about the movie. and now napanuod nanaming lahat (except karla and tinay) may makakausap na ko! yey! (babaw?) then we ate at tokyo tokyo. it was fun. kaso hindi kami kumpleto.

recent words added to rugrats' vocabulary
rae - known as rational algebraic expression; made to be a substitute for kay wc. is derived from the word okay
crae - commonly known as complex rational algebraic expression; used when something is more complex than what it seems; cedes decides whether a situation is complex or not
dckarbet - bangag or/and hungry; from the words denise, cedes, karla, andang, rhejz/fudge, bea, elaine/ian, tinay

haha corny. bangag time lang yan kanina.

i am so broke. i don't care, i don't care. after long weeks of saving money, i finally managed to save enough. bibigyan ako ng parents ko ng iPod shuffle next week. half-paid by me. bankrupt na ko. but i reaaly deserve that iPod. if you only knew how many times i gave up eating just for that. bad times, bad times.

onga pala, the reason for all this is that 8 days from now is my 14th birthday.

and 4 days from now is mum's 50th birthday.

and oh yeah, i have a new ring tone, courtesy of andang. chad murray singing baby one more time from freaky friday. so cute.

charlie and the chocolate factory...

2005-08-07T15:34:00.000+08:00

tough week.

at last my internet na. 1st time kong internet card. kasi yung dsl nakakabadtrip. so magsa-smart na lang daw kami. unlimited din naman eh.

first, happy birthday kay ian nung tuesday. c=

i don't want to get to the details of my pathetic school life.

wednesday, mastery test. ocd nanaman. enough said.

thursday afternoon sinundo ako ni kuya je. we went straight to eastwood to meet my parents. bonding kami ni kuya since ito lang yung time na kaming dalawang magkapatid. went around and tried on some clothes. kaasar lang kasi si kuya je soooooobraaaang choosey. lahat ng gusto ko ayaw niya. you know, this is why i want an ate. then again having 3 older brothers is nice. tapos ate jedda came and we all saw charlie and the chocolate factory. later na kwento.

the movie ended at 10:30pm and we arrived home at eleven. shocks. dami pang assignments plus may computer project na kailangan that i haven't started at all.

friday, nanlibre si ian ng kfc. the salad is good ther so i ordered that. everything was going great. i don'tlike tomatoes that much kaya hindi ko ginagalaw. after i finished eating, i touched the tomato with a fork. andang noticed na may maliit na cockroach sa gilid. nakastuck siya sa styro and hindi makaalis. shit! i panicked. pinalitan nung manager. it was already 5 and susunduin pa ko ni kuya je. ayoko naman na ipaghintay siya since bigger problem ang maeencounter ko. the manager said na harmless yun na nakikita talaga sa mga food. hello?!! kahit "harmless" yun, cockroach pa rin. alam ba niya kung ano anong dumi na napunta dun?! siya kaya pakainin ko nun. nakakaasar. kuya je and ate jeds picked me up and when i arrived home, i threw up a couple of times. the replacement of the salad is still in the fridge. as if kakainin ko yun. pero kung nagreklamo ako baka lifetimesupply ofkfc makuha ko. haha.

so back to charlie and the chocolate factory.

chewing gum is gross. chewing gum i hate the most.

i love the movie! ang ganda sobra. well for me at least. my dad told me na pang age ko daw yun. he's probably right. the kids younger thatn me won't understand the jokes and the people older than me doesn't think the jokes are funny. ang cool sobra. i liked it better than the original. as a kid, my parents always let me watch willy wonka. it was so scary. pero this one is so funny. specially the umpa lumpas.

violet: the grass is eatable?
willy wonka: everything in the factory is eatable. even i am eatable. only that is cannibalism my firend. and that is something to be frowned upon.

sa movie tinuloy yung ending. and inexplain halos lahat. creepy daw ni johnny depp. i think he was cute, scary, weird and funny all at the same time.

sorry karla, tinay, andang, fudge, ian, bea and cedes. we planned to watch the movie together kasi. eh pagdating ko sa eastwood nakabili na ng ticket so no choice. pero i'm still goin with you sa saturday. promise.

charlie: candy doesn't have to have a point. that's why it's candy.

i am definitley max tv sa movie. pareho kaming coach potato. ending na pala ng oth this tuesday sa etc 8pm. aww. so sad. walana si chad for another six months. huuhuh.

my mum doesn't want to have her birthday this year. literally. kasi 50th na niya eh.

14 days 'till my birthday.

stealth...

2005-07-31T17:21:00.000+08:00

rain, rain. please don't go away.

last night we went to eastwood. ate dinner at shanghai bistro then saw stealth.

ang haba nung movie. pero it was nice. nice means 7 out of 10. maganda siya kasi hindi nakakahilo yung planes or whatever you call them. ang cool pa nung story. funny pa.

ben: we have things that these computers can never have, like instincts, feeling, or moral judgement.

check out their album. super cool. puro alternative. plus puro incubus pa.

badtrip. my teeth hurts so bad. may kababalagahan nanamang ginawa dentist ko. i haven't eaten a full meal today. puro chocolates na nga lang ako para no chewing. ayoko na!

daming gagawin. dapat no quizzes and projects this week kasi next week exam na pero since may career talk punungpuno ng quizzes and projects. shocks.

love ko na hale. so what?

dahil kailangan ka, kailangan pakita natin tayo'y iba.
at kahit pa 'di mapigil sa mundo.
at sa umagang darating, lahat ay aking kakayanin.
kahit pa ikaw lang at ako.

CSI season 5 finale...

2005-07-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

yey friday na, at last. long week sobra.

career talk. so i really think that i'm gonna take up law. but about my pre-law course, wala pa. choices: ab communication, forensic med, journalism or legal management. no idea which one yet. diniscourage ako ng dad ko magforensic since ang eqiupments daw dito sa pinas walang kwenta. pero hell , i'm so interested.

ang dami ring naging boring moments sa career talk so we played this game. flipper. haha. tinay nagimbento nung name. so the objective is one will make some questions for the other one. then she will answer yes/no at the back w/o seeing the questions.

here's mine. remember hindi ko alam yung questions.
from ian:

you will be having p500 at the end of the month? -yes
admu better than dlsu? -no
spongecola rocks? -yes
champ is cute? -yes
internet adik si ian? -yes
meron ka ba ngayun? -yes
maganda ka? -yes
amoy siomai ka? -yes (long story. i did smell like siomai.)
successful lawyer ka in the future. -no (bad odds)
mas maganda ang jennifer na name kesa denise. -no
mahal mo pa rin si _____? - yes (again, i've never been in love w/ him in the first place.)
you love stitch? -yes
you love nemo? - yes
you love me? (= -yes

from tinay:
crush ka ni _____? -yes
inlove sayo si _____? -yes (not good.)
may ibang crush si _____? -yes
mu kau ni ____? -no (right.)
may makakaaway ka sa kada. -no
mapapagalitan ka ng teacher. -yes (oh god.)
magiging os ka. -yes (good luck.)
cute ako? -no (haha. badtrip si tinay.)
may galit ka kay fudge. -yes (wala!)
walang nagmamahal sayo. -yes (huhu. sakit naman nun.)
crush mo si sir __/__. -yes (god, no.)
hindi ka maglalaw. -yes (really really bad odds)
magiging kayo ni _____. -yes (Lord, please help me.)
may hadlang sa pag-ibig niyo ni ____. -yes (again, not inlove.)
crush ni _____ si tinay. -no (inis na talaga si tinay)

bangag time. 2nd day of career talk. after lunch.
fudge: tabi tayo, dens.
dens: (turns to ian) oi tabi kami ni dens. (out loud)
everybody laughs.

it took me quite a few seconds to realize what i said. slow. i don't want to think of my career just yet. i might change my mind pa.

Nathan (oth): Nobody knows what’s gonna happen. Whatever choice you make today,… is gonna affect the rest of your life.

thursday palihan. vertical grouping so hindi magkakagroup yung per section. it was fun. i was part of the sun group.

go araw, go araw! shine, shine!

in fairness ako gumawa nung cheer. haha. sobrang corny. yung shine shine was sang in the tune of skin white tapos kasabay chicken arm movement pa. haha. tapos we watched the replacement. oo the movie is good pero i saw it like 6 times na. keanu is so cute. but i had to remind myself constantly, "we both like guys. we both like guys. we both like guys.". he is so hot pa naman. tapos he doesn't look gay. uhh. constantine!!

friday, normal classes. i gotta love math. i got 26/24 sa test. 2nd time ko na to perfect/ more than perfect. hayaan niyo na ko, minsan minsan lang to. speech practical test!! gosh. glad that's over. and thankfully i didn't have those oh-my-god-ano-next-line-ko-hindi-ko-mabasa-shit-nakakahiya-na-to moments. and a bunch loved my speech. inspiring daw. haha. kasi ba naman my husband died in a car accident but our love remains with me. drama. haha.

nung wednesday! CSI season finale. god! ang ganda. quentin tarantino is so good in directing. i have to admit that i cried. as in sobrang nakakaawa si nick. siya na nga yung nagkaroon ng stalker dati tapos siya pa yung nilibing ng buhay. kaawa. pero the best episode talaga.

walter gordon: What does Nick Stokes mean to you? How do you feel when you see him in that coffin? Does your soul die every time you push that button? How do you feel, knowing that there's nothing you can do to get him out of that hell? Helpless ... useless ... impotent?
walter gordon: Good. Welcome to my world.

grissom: Ants.
(Nick screams.)
grissom: My God, he's being eaten alive.

if you haven't seen it, you're missing a lot. see it on sunday, 9pm. your 2 hours won't be worthless. plus the season 6 will be so nice since their going to be one team again.

grissom: I want my guys back.

so this is way too long already. can't wait to watch stealth this weekend.

When trust is broken, of course it is hard to recover... we really don't know who to trust because sometimes the ones closest to us are the ones who betrays us... and total strangers will come to the rescue... We can only trust ourselves because it's the safest way to keep us from being burned. - Mary Alice, Desperate Housewives

the island...

2005-07-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

we ate at gerry's grill last night. after dinner, we went to eastwood. my parents walked from the restau to there. quite far. pero at least they'll get to see the nightlife in eastwood to boost up the urge to fix our condo.

we watched te island. it was really great for the whole family excluding me. ewan. (as in ewan mcgregor. haha corny) i mean the casting's great, the effects are great, the point of the story and the sense of humor are great but the flow of the story wasn't some parts are unreasonable. specially the one whe they'd do everything just to survive even if it meant killing innocent dying people. badtrip pero all in all pwede na. what's my right to judge? just see it yourself na lang.

1 echo: he called me something, he called me dood.
lincoln 6 echo: dude?
1 echo: no, dood. as in d-o-o-d, doooood.

i felt sorry for kuya jo since may work siya kaninang 4am. the movie ended at 12:30am pa naman.

yey, ang saya no classes. but here i am thinking what i should do next.

i already talked to my parents about doing something different for my birthday. i got so caught up with it that i forgot that my mum's birthday is 4 days before mine. bad denise.

i don't want to go back to school tomorrow. hell, i'm so tired. i'm so weak. helfff.

27 days 'till my birthday. 23 days 'till my mum's. haha.

fam...

2005-07-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

saturday was so boring. pano naman kasi my parents forbid us to go out since may mga sarisariling lakad din naman mga kapatid ko. jan was in mt. banahaw for his fieldtrip, kuya jo had a date, and kuya je spent time with ate jedda. i spent all day in my room. movie marathon. i really wanted to watch a movie out pa naman. so there, another day where i waste in endless moans.

earlier after hearing mass, we went to our lola kit's house. my late gradmother's sister. birthday ni lolo maning. little relatives lang pumunta. i kept my smile kahit medyo sad ako. ayoko na ikwento since malulungkot ako ulit. my parents came there a little late because they had a retreat with couples for christ sa mapaya village. at the retreat they weren't supposed to to call anyone but that didn't stop my parents calling us. everytime their gone they couldn't resist checking on us. miss na kami kagad. minsan nga nakakainis na kasi sobrang magtext at tumawag.

going home, 2 cars kami. kuya je and my dad raced to our house which is a little far. grabe sobrang funny kasi sobrang bilis talaga nila and they overtake every car. kuya je is so fast in driving but he lost since van yung dala niya. i'm pretty impressed with my dad.

we're going to watch the island later, last full show, since wala naman pasok tomorrow. nakakaasar kasi hindi kami makakalabas ng house bukas since close buong commonwealth. we were supposed to watch earlier pero my brothers want to play bball kasi. i'm now siding up with admu. i feel sorry for them since 1 win palang.

jan is almost finish with hp6. kuya je has yet to finish hp5. my urge to read it lessened since i know the twist already. i was teasing on telling jan the ending which continuously pisses him off. naiinis pa rin ako sa ending pero it has a good reason. para sa 7 si harry nalang alone.

jan told me some parts of hp6. he told me na si harry naging gf si _____. i knew it! book 3 palang pinredict ko na. jan was even suprised that i knew.

i'm spending so much time with my family lately. we don't even fight pa. whaw.

28 days 'till my birthday.

drama...

2005-07-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

ii6 is offically the queen of all drama series.

so many things happened in ii6 for the past week. i found out my classmates' real personalities. needless to say, it's good to know. para naman it'll give me a heads up before i trust someone again. friends do surprise you. basta ayoko na isipin.

moving on walang classes sa monday. saya. pero sobrang behind na kami sa lessons specially may career talk pa. speaking of which, i've made myself another option. early to think pero i might take up law. pero i still am open for communication arts and journalism. ewan. quite a few people told me na maglawyer daw ako this past week dahil sa mga ginagawa ko. my parents want me din eh. i mean there must be a point of watching the tv series, the practice right? come to think of it, i am good at contradicting people. haha. sama. ewan.

though shall not yawn in math class. i really need to remember that next time.

i accidentlly read in someone's blog kanina yung tungkol sa twist sa hp6. kaasar! kilala ko na kung sino namaty at kung sino pumatay. accidentally kong nabasa pero i kept reading naman. hindi ko mapigilan. wah!!!!!!!! again accidentally.

i'm really liking the oc. oth is almost over. kawawa si nathan. csi junkies, watch the season finale this wednesday, sobrang cool. nakita ko yung trailer. kawawa si nick. i just remebered kanina that i missed the last episode of the apprentice kahapon. sino nanalo? i need to know.

my parents are going away tomorrow. retreat daw with some other ferndalers. me and my brothers are hanging out tomorrow. matagal na rin kami hindi nagbobond na kami 4 lang. i don't know what kuya je has planned for us.

most people think the same about a friendly person. kind, caring and forgiving. whose to say that a friendly person couldn't be bad as it gets?

sometimes to worn out darkness, one must show concern.
- mary alice, desperate housewives

disappointment...

2005-07-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

you think you know someone so well, you have all trust in this person but they'll end up taking it for granted.

people are such good actors.

don't you think?

if only...

2005-07-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

i saw the movie 'if only' kanina. the trailer was really bad so i really didn't want to watch it. pero since wala ng ibang pwedeng panuorin, pinanuod na namin. naiyak ako! sobrang sad. pero napredict ko na kasi yung ending half palang ng movie. sabi ng marami mas maganda daw sa the notebook pero for me mas maganda pa rin yung the notebook.

i also so ice princess and herbie this week. chick flick masyado so hindi ko siya masyado nagustuhan.

darating na yung mga bisita for the prayer service. from our subdivision yung idea. sa house nanamin for two weeks.

dami pang gagawin! kailangan ko na talagang hindi na magprocrastinate. -_~

freaky...

2005-07-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

may kababalaghan nanaman nangyari dito...

last night was great. going well. wicker park sa lifestyle net ng 11pm. mga 1am bumaba na ko to sleep there then i noticed that the tv on the den was turned on so loud. punta ako sa music room and asked kuya je and ate jedda kung sino nanunuod. they said na wala daw. ayun. bumakas tv mag-isa. takot na takot si kuya je and i can't help but laugh. i think it's my dead grandmother kasi drama sa hbo yung nakabukas. or maybe may ghost. yung mga young girls with long black hair sa mga asian movies. or maybe magnanakaw/killer/kidnapper. OR maybe yung mga insects dito sa bahay wanna take revenge by scaring the hell out of us. maybe... haha.

for lunch we, kuya jo, jan and ate kat went to gale to have lunch with my parents. sa oody's. not really my type of food. so yesterday nga my parents slept in a hotel with ate jedda's parents. before, everytime na sa hotel matutulog parents ko hahatakin nila kami. nasa one bedroom sila na pang 2 lang dapat. eh they miss us so much so papapuntahin kami dun to sleep there kahit siksikan. it was fun sneeking around the hotel kasi nga hindi pwede magexceed sa 2 yung magstestay. so this time was definitely different.

we went around and kuya jo will treat us to a movie. pero instead we just bought dvds. after we went straight to eastwood to fetch our harry potter 6. i haven't even read 4 and 5. the audio book i was telling you about was way too long. 26 hours each book. so kailangan ko siyang pakinggan ng ganun katagal. i'll find time i guess. alam ko na kung sino yung half-blood prince! and if i feel really angry, i'll post it on my blog para malaman niyo na. wahahahhahahahah. *evil laugh*.

if my mum isn't so tired tomorrow, shopping daw kami tom sa eastwood. major bonding nanaman.

i have so many things to do still. sleep is one of them.

friday night...

2005-07-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

at last friday na. long week sobra.

whaw, friday night! best night of the week. endless tv food and late night shows. *smiles*. dapat lang after a frustrating week of school. pero last night midnight na ko natulog (which is baaaad) dahil sa tonight show with jay leno. johnny depp was there kasi. whow hottie. kahit he's in he's early forties na. ang cool pa nung outfit niya. angas. haha. tapos he has this mysterious look. quite funny pa siya last night. i had a crush on him since the pirates of the caribbean. my all time favorite movie. pinaka favorite. i've seen it so many times. he was so funny. cedes, johnny's mine. haha. just kiddding.

tonight show.

my parents went out with ate jedda's parents tapos after daw matutulog sila sa hotel. sobrang nagtataka kami cause wala namang occassion. just the thought of them-- never mind. i'm too freaked out.

harry potter six, tomorrow ko na makukuha. i hope hindi ko makalimutang i-pick up sa eastwood.

yey! friday night na! *evil laugh*.

wicker park....

2005-07-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

finally!

finally, napanuod ko na ng buo yung wicker park. it kept hunting me since hindi ko siya natapos dati. i started to watch it in the plane papunta sa states last december at 3/4 lang napanuod. pero yesterday night napanuod ko siya ng buo sa lifestyle network.

whaw, i loved it. better pa sa fantastic 4. kasi as in yun yung talagang type kong movie. maraming twists tapos magulo, na mapapaisip ka. one of my favorite movies na! kahit sobrang daming nagsasabing pangit, ok sakin. kasi yun yung perfect romantic movie for me. c= plus ang ganda pa nung soundtrack. slow aternative talaga. c=

matt: why would she do that?

alex: maybe she fell in love with you from her first sight. just like when you fell in love with lisa.

kaasar sobra, the one person i was looking forward to watching this uaap season is not playing? chris tiu is going to be an exchange student sa france sa second sem. gosh. pero in all fairness, panalo la salle!!

busy week nanaman.

i love wicker park... c=

fantastic four...

2005-07-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

i watched fantastic four in the promenade cinema in greenhills. ang cool. sobra. i loved the movie.

it's clobbering time!

i specially loved chris evans. highlight siya nung movie. haha. ang cool pa nung story kahit medyo typical superhero movie. maganda kung may sequel yun.

i was looking forward for the song waiting by omnisoul dun sa movie. kaasar kasi sobrang sandali lang yung part tapos yun pa yung sa lovelife ni the thing. haha.

i ran into ate natasha before the movie. iv4 dati. busmate ko. she approached me and we talked. it was nice na kahit papano she remembered me. she was so excited about neil gaiman, the author of sandman, was there kaso nakalimutan daw niya yung book niya. i like neil gaiman's work pero hindi ako yung sobrang fan. pero hell, sobrang daming tao sa fully booked kanina. as in.

after the movie we saw ate tin, my cousin, with her family, kuya allen and her 2 kids. they actually saw the movie din.

yung dad ko nakahanap ng bagong pagkakaabalahan. audio books. instead of reading the book, makikinig ka na lang. you can either download it which finishes after a long era or buy it for 10 dollars. after, you can transfer it sa ipod. 3 hours at least. my dad is now downloading hp 4 and 5 for me para hindi ko na basahin kaso it takes two whole days to finish downloading. i started to listen to rich dad poor dad which was actually kind of good. galing nga eh dahil hindi ka nabobore. i have 2 hours left. saya! haha.

uaap season 68 started na. i'm not all that psyched. i love uaap pero i don't bother knowing all the names of the team players. i know chris tiu. *grins. taska i only watch pag semi-finals at finals na. and kung one of the team is either admu or dlsu. 50, 50 ako eh. hindi ako ganun na fan. twice nga lang ako nanunuod sa araneta per season. i remeber one time i went to a dlsu-admu game. la salle side ako pero everytime ateneo scores, i cheer out loud. ang sama ng tingin sakin ng mga la sallista. kulang na lang batuhin ako ng bote sa ulo. i mean there isn't any side in the court na both. it's either admu or dlsu lang. it's either i stay w/ jan at the blue side or stay with kuya je in the green side. either way may magagalit sakin.

Learn to use your emotions to think, not think with your emotions.
- rich dad; Rich Dad, Poor Dad.

restless...

2005-07-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

can't wait 'till sunday pero i guess i'll have to. i'll watch fantastic four kasi. c= so ang daming may sakit. basta take care kayo kasi paunti na ng paunti yung klase natin, ii6. 40 lang kami kanina. huhu.

i learned something today. don't judge anybody by his/her past. people change.

i feel so bad. restless ako buong week. i mean even though nakahiga na ko sa bed ng 10, 12mn talaga ako nakakatulog. i heard 'galit ka ba?' about 30 times this week. mukha daw akong galit. sorry haha kasi nga sobrang hinang hina na ko so ganun facial expression ko. i've set na nga 3 alarm clocks. different times cause pag pinatay ko yung isang alarm clock makakatulog lang ako ulit. i have one alarm clock that was really annoying. para siyang song na paulit ulit. yesterday nga nagising ako dun sa maingay. tapos gustong gusto kong patayin kasi palakas siya ng palakas. so i got the alarm clock and tried to turn it off which didn't work tapos tinanggal ko na yung battery which still didn't work. i kept shouting, 'bat ayaw mo mamatay!!'. tapos i wanted to cry na. i threw the alarm clock at the wall and moaned. after a few seconds i found out that i was turning off the wrong alarm clock. stupid!! siyempre bangag pa ko nun. i ended up laughing at myself once again.

so i would give anything to have a long sleep. unfortunately may dentist ako tomorrow ng 10. tapos again hindi ako makakatulog ng earlier sa 12mn. tapos sa sunday mass ng 10 pero what the heck, i'll get to watch fantastic 4 naman. c=

i thank my oh-so-healthy-body. i didn't get sick after having no sleep, being exposed to at least 10 people with a flu and having so many problems piling up.

almost midnight so i'll sleep na.

war of the worlds...

2005-07-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

so i saw it na.

wow. w.o.w. -> as in war of the worlds. haha corny. c=

so anyway i saw it in the platinum cinema in gateway. the hell with the other cinemas, this one tops! no kidding. as in nakalazy boy tapos nakapair up yung seats by 2 then theres a glass table at the middle of the 2 seats tas lalang. ang cool. 40 people lang nasa loob so hindi crowded. except the movie was too good kaya once lang ako nagrefill ng popcorn and i was too comfy dahil nakahiga kami sa lazy boy. if the movie was boring i definitely could've slept. definitely, definitely, i recommend this theater.

oh and the movie was great. for me at least and bea g. 3/4 ng mga taong kilala ko na napanood na yun hindi ganun kapsyched tulad ko. i love sci fi movies. the only problem is the ending. i don't want to give away too much so go watch it na lang. tom's fox. go figure why katie holmes is too obsessed w/ him.

shit!!!! there was this large unknown insect in the family room just now. sobrang nakakatakot, thumb size tapos ang fury nung katawan then ang laki nung wings and it kept on making buzzing sounds that freaked me out. nakakatawa nga eh cause we have weird animals in the house instead of the usual ipis at daga. we have umm cetipedes (large) and linta na sobrang laki which i found in the dining area saturday midnight in the dining room. ang laki sobra. me and kuya jo had the funnest time torturing it by applying salt in his body. i mean he sucks human blood, we kill him. i'll definitely burn in hell. it's back. the unknown creature. shit!!!!! nakakatakot. i'm having a feeling he has a crush on me. haha joke. kadiri naman yun. c=

i need some sleep. i'll never sleep at pinoi class again. or maybe limited times na lang. haha c=

TGIF...

2005-07-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

everyone is having a bad day. i'm just glad it's friday.

crap, crap, crap.

so anyway, i feel bad for tinay. i wish i could help.

i missed our mcdo session today. they had fun pa naman daw. uhh. so sad hindi nako nakajoin dahil sa isang confusion between me and our driver. anyway, ok lang. basta classmates, itapon niyo na yung ch@t magazine niyo please. apparently pinakita yung dance production last year. section 6 kasama dun sa dalawang section na pinakita. kaasar kasi ako yung kitang kita. eh yun pa naman yung part na tumatalon kami tapos nakaraise yung hand tapos yung hair parang tumaas. shit. ehh.

everyone's changing. specially mga kapatid ko. kuya jo is so funny bigla. as in for the past days, every joke has a good punchline. every sentence has a punchline. every movement has a punchline. everything has a punchline. i can't stop laughing talaga. jan on the other hand sobra na kung lumabas. specially with his blockmates. kuya je naman nagiging generous. he gave me some money dahil sweldo niya. he said that alam niya yung feeling ng pagiipon. haha. ang weird nila.

kainis. nagchange na yung channels sa home and sky cable. 0_0

dami pang gagawin. shocks.

stc...

2005-06-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

ahh. kainis ng school.

so kanina may diagnostic test ng math and english. english 105 items, medyo okay lang pero math, grabe. nakakahilo. 80 something yung items. i really wanted to finish fast kasi sobrang inaantok ako pero nagstrike yung OCD ko. kabadtrip. as in yung point na naiirita ako pag nakikita kong may pencil mark outside the circle na sineshade. its pathetic, i know. pero wala akong magawa. everything needs to be in order or else i couldn't think straight. so ang bagal ko as in sobra. miracle that i was able to finish it.

uhh, gonna change the sitting arrangement na. i'll miss my 2 seatmates, cedes and fudge.

so computer was fun. may pinagawa saming powerpoint about the tabloids sir has given us. laughtrip kami ni gaantoots. kasi naman may article sa tabloid ko tungkol dun sa isang iranian na sinaktan yung 3-year-old girl dahil tinawag siyang mabaho. shit sobrang babaw. haha. i forgot to mention na yung computers sa lab connected na sa isa't isa so now we are able to chat. si sir binibigyan kaming moments just to chat. cool nga eh. kaso lahat ng ginagawa mo sa comp mo nakikita na sa computer ni sir.

tapos we had our IDs na. badtrip. iba nanaman ID ng stc. may picture na nung school dun. tapos croosswise na. may typo error pa yung sakin. nakatira na ko sa FRENDALE homes. badtrip talaga. yung top parang color nung every year. ang pangit nga nung yellow samin eh.

so increase of gasoline nanaman tomorrow. p4.00 daw. shocks. pinagas na nga yung mga car namin. gosh, major adjustments. tipid to the max na kami. and i'm covinving my mum to drop the stc bus. konti lang kinikita namin dun tapos taas pa gas. puhleaaaaase. impractical. sobrang bait lang talaga ng parents ko kaya they kept on managing it.

dami pang gagawin. parusa stc.

gosh...

2005-06-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

gosh. feel na feel ko na ang second year. dami ng ginagawa.

i'm getting more depressed by the minute. shocks. ayoko na ng ganito. daming affected. i want it to stop. hindi, i want me not to care. forget it na lang. it doesn't matter. there are much much much more important things in life.

i don't know what i shoud do, let alone what i should think.

ahhhh...

2005-06-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

i spoke too soon na happy ako this week. nagiging depressed nanaman ako!

okay lang yung school pero out of school, shit. uuh. sana friday na!!

i take it back sana sunday na para i get to see war of the worlds na!

nope, sana saturday na para i can play tennis.

wag na lang. i can wait. i hope.

'...I see the world in terms of what I would like to see happen, not what actually does.' -santiago, the alchemist

monster-in-law...

2005-06-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

i just had a great day and i could not ask for more... c=

it started so well and yeah it ended well. nothing bad that will come this week will change the fact na happy ako. i can't keep myself from smiling. kahit na maraming down moments din today, sobrang nice nung day ko. so many great things happened. of course secret na yung iba, pero heres some.

so we went to eastwood. me, my mum, kuya je, and jan who by the way naputol yung half nung nail niya sa index finger from bball. kasi naman ang habahaba ng kuko at tinatamad putulin. tapos we bought tickets for monster-in-law. we had a good 20 minutes before the trailers. me and my mum ended up shopping. take note less than 20 mins lang yun. she bought 2 blouses for work tapos i bought a light blue skirt. guilty na ko dahil dami ko ng nabibili gamit ang money ng mum ko. sabi ko nga dapat maging strict na siya. tapos we even got to talk about things that she doesn't want me to do in the near future. example, pagboboyfriend. i clearly stated na wala akong balak. pero she is way open for prom which is weird kasi wala namang prom stc. tapos we bought food, running time parin yung 20 mins. ang bilis namin sobra. tapos we watched the movie which is waaaaaay better than H2G2. funny. galing ni jane fonda.

theres this humor going on in ferndale na kakasal na daw si kuya je. haha. ferndalers, a hundred percent not true. kasi naman si ate jedda nasa lahat ng ocassions dito sa ferndale. sa tingin ko at lest 3 more years bago mangyari yun.

i finished my cramming. ay wait hindi papala, partly sa school ko na gagawin since i left some things sa school.

clumsiness. why am i clumsy? question na nagrurun sa mind ko for so long now. akala ko bad thing pero hell, ang good luck din pala nun. *smiles really wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide

bakit ba when i want something so bad hindi pwede pero now that i don't want it, it's giving me another chance. i thought na okay na until today. i'm falling for him all over again. shit. is this good or bad? ang nice pa naman nung nangyari earlier. uhhh.

i got to go na. again, school. eeeewkwkwkww.

nytnyt. c=

*still smiling

H2G2...

2005-06-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

sobrang nawalan ako ng gana magkwento about the whole week. as in sobrang dami ko pa naman kukwento. too bad sa sarili ko na lang yun. earlier kasi gumawa na ako ng post pero biglang nawalan ng ineternet, pissed off ako so inoff ko yung ineternet not knowin na nahatak lang pala ng foot ko yung wire ng modem. so there, half na lang yung kukwento ko.

SEG yesterday. i was sooooooo glad i stayed at dulaang pinoy. too bad for the people who had to line up at the covered court para magsign-up. yung iba naubusan ng slot so kung saan-saan na lang sila napunta. pero hell, may play nanaman kami. so 6pm nanaman kami dismissed. si kuya je mapipilitan na naman akong sunduin at walang katapusan na pagpepage sakin sa gate. as in siya nagpepage instead na yung guard. pressure nanaman. pero st least hindi na madrama yung play. c=

so earlier we went to gateway to watch the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy. gateway kasi kukunin ni kuya je yng new glasses niya. whow!! daming tao kasi openning ng NCAA eh katapat lang yun ng araneta. if you would take time to stand still and feel the floor, you'll notice na umaalog. kaasar sobra. pero may nabili nanaman ako so okay lang, actually money ng mum ko. haha. pero in all fairness i offered to buy it myself. at least i saved some couple of good hundred pesos. tapos my dad bought advanced tickets for war of the worlds next sunday dun sa theater na lazy boy yung chair with unlimited popcorn and drinks. my mum was a bit angry since he didn't consulted her. mahal din yun ah. pero i was psyched since war of the worlds yung movie.

dolphins: so long and thanks for all the fish!

corny yung H2G2 pero i didn't hate it that much like my family did. i love marvin the depressed robot so much. haha.

marvin: i have many ideas, all of which points to a certain death.

marvin: i have something to say. not that anyone would listen to me but the bathroom is at
the other end of the universe.

after, we went to shang restaurant to have dinner with my relatives. mother side. birthday ni tito philip. it was nice getting to talk to my cousins again.

gonna get up early tomorrow kasi my mass ng ten. i hope we'll watch another movie tomrrow. pero i have a lot of assignments, cramming na to!!

batman begins...

2005-06-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

so here i am again. don't worry last post ko na to for the week.

so happy father's day!

a lot happened today. woke up so early dahil daming pupuntahan. skip ko na yung morning part. maasar lang ako ng todo todo. we all went to green hills and ate at tender bobs for lunch. tapos saw batman begins in the promenade cinema.

whaw. i liked batman begins pero i really wouldn't be so eager to watch it again. once is enough. my family loved it so much. ehh. so ang cool dahil inexplain na lahat lahat.

batman: it's not who i am underneath. but what i do defines who i am.

so i'm surprised that i still have the time to watch at least one movie a week kahit school days na. i guess yun na lang ang time out ko from school.

my parents were so angry with janjan. as in. kasi he broke his cell pone last march so my parents gave him this really cool phone for graduation. 3 months later nasira niya! sira yung lcd. i'm 70% sorry for him, 20% haha he should learn how to take care of his things, and 10% bitter. joke. so ayun pinagawa which caused half of what the phone really worths.

so going home my parents ran into this woman whom they met in china. apparently this woman owns dippin' dots. yung ice cream na little dots. as in siya may ari nun here in the philippines. since i was nine, i had this cravings for them. tapos i told her and she actually said na bibigyan niya ko ng maraming cuopons. whaw. talk about luck.

when the clock stoked 6pm, heaven yung tv. chad murray was in 3 different channels. mtv, movie life in house of wax yung pinapanood ko. oh gosh. dun na yung time na nagpropose siya kay sophia. sweet.

so i have to go na. as you may already know, school tomorrow. uh!!!!!

think twice...

2005-06-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

my head still hurts...

i heard na kakasal na daw si adam brody kay rachel bilson both from the oc. kainis. pati si chad murray kinasal sa co-star niya sa oth na si sophia bush. wah, bakit lahat ng crush ko?

oh and wala lang. nakuha ko to kay kalaw.

1. Name 3 schools you went to.
~ stc
~ house of mary
~ up (summer lessons)

2.Name 3 dream vacations of all time.
~ Europe
~ bora!
~ La

3.Name 3 favorite fastfoods.
~ mcdo
~ kfc
~ tokyo tokyo (fastfood restau to right?)

4.Name 3 usual things found in your bag.
~ wallet
~ brush
~ tissue

5.Name 3 favorite Hangouts.
~ room ko
~ movie house
~ table namin sa basement ng stc. c=

6.Name 3 favorite songs as of right now
~ you belong to me - jason wade
~ name - goo goo dolls
~ breathing - lifehouse

7.Name 3 favorite sports.
~ tennis
~ badmin
~ vball

8.Name 3 things you would like to do right now?
~ travel
~ watch batman begins
~ eat

9.Name 3 most valuable material possessions.
~ cell phone
~ tv
~ comp

10.Name 3 people you are addicted to.
(addicted?)
~ chad murray
~ jason wade
~ john rzeznik

11.Name 3 career choices
~ journalist
~ chef
~ theater actress

12..Name 3 goals for 2005.
~ gain at least 10 lbs
~ tumaas grades
~ earn money

13.Name 3 plans for next week.
~ watch batman begins
~ don't forget to greet my dad tomorrow
~ earn more money

14.Name 3 favorite drinks.
~ c2
~ hot chocolate
~ water

15.Name 3 favorite movies as of now(whaw sobrang dami)
~ the aviator
~ star wars
~ sin city

16. Name 3 favorite shows
~ one tree hill
~ the oc
~ csi

17.Name 3 favorite colors.
~ purple
~ blue
~ green

18.Name 3 favorite books.
~ the five people you meet in heaven
~ rule of 4 (kahit na wala pa ko sa kalahati since i started to ead the alchemist)
~ tuesdays with morrie

slow...

2005-06-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

sobrang slow ko today.

dami kasi iniisip. and i don't want to tell anything about it.

i'm keeping it to myself.

basta i really miss someone and hindi ko siya matanggal sa mind ko. i don't know why. hindi naman kami close. tagal na rin namin hindi nagkikita. ewan ko. ang hirap sobra. sad ko today.

i want to figure this thing out. i'll just have to know why and how.

ayoko na talaga!!

mr. and mrs. smith...

2005-06-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

so umm, well... ineternet nanaman ako which is so bad. three days pa lang ang school and i think i'm gonna pass out.

so bright side.

i finally saw madagascar. uuhhh. pwede na.

i saw the mtv awards yesterday. it was nice. leonardo dicaprio won best male performance. *screams with great joy. dakota fanning won best frightened award for hide and seek. oh gawd. ang bata bata pa. she've done so many movies. pero highlight nung night of course is the best movie award. napoleon dynamite won. *screams out loud. napanood ko yun sa states. the stupidest movie i ever saw. no kidding. this 80's inspired movie about a geek's life won?!! natalo spider-man 2, kill bill 2 and the incredibles. i can't sleep last night thinking so freakin' hard why the movie won. tapos yung lead actor won 2 awards, best breakthrough performance and best music performance. pero siguro that's the reason, it's so stupid kaya sobrang funny. pero hell i love the other nominees.

nagpagupit ako earlier today. pumunta ako ng maaga thinking walang tao. dami sobra tapos 11am pa yun at natapos after a very long hour.hindi pa naman ako nakpagbreakfast dahil paggising ko diretso na ko kaagad. badtrip. at least ngayun alam ko ng maraming tao sa parlor pag umaaga sa holiday.

after lunch i saw mr. and mrs smith sa eastwood. whow. ganda. angelina jolie is so pretty, brad is so hot plus funny pero si adam brody, whoooooooooooooooooooooooooow!!! ang cool nung movie. plus i was eating my new cinema food, moo fries from tizers!! hell, ganda nung movie for me.

brad: we've been married for 5 years.
angelina: 6
brad: okay 5 or 6 years...

adam: could you change the channel?
no response
adam: could you get up your fat ass and change the channel?!

uhh. may school pa tomorrow. help!!

school days...

2005-06-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

so umm... pasukan na. *cries.

so last tuesday night, i i begged my mum na matulog na ko sa kwarto ko. i can't wake up kasi in the music room. so ayun i slept there. mga 2am ako nakatulog kahit 10 palang nasa bed na ko. don't get me wrong, i'm so not excited for school. it's because sobrang tagal ko ng hindi natutulog dun. i kept telling myself na kailangan ko na matulog. big accomplishment, nagising kagad ako ng 4:30, let alone sa alarm ng cellphone ko. so okay sa mum ko dahil hindi na niya ako pinipilit na gumising. same thing happened for the next school nights. 2am parin ako natutulog. nasanay kasi last summer.

so ii-6 ako. mrs. magcamit adviser. hai. nakakainis kasi hindi na ko class number 9! one of my classmates kasi nagchange ng last name. 8 na ko. ang babaw ko pero still. tapos locker ko second to the last. and then seat ko sa harap. i don't like my teachers that much pa. second floor na kami. freshmen are all over the place. third day palang may assignments na. sunny weather na. could this get any worse? yeah, reshuffle na kami next year. pero hindi pa YATA sure.

my sched is so messed up. as in. tapos 7:15am na yung bell. surely malelate na ko. (pero heck this last 3 days early ako.) tapos 4:10pm na uwian pag t-th. and then 50 mins per subject na. tapos lunch 12:10pm. grabe. kaasar. just when you thought stc can't get any worse, they'll come running to kick you in the ass.

let's look at the bright side. so yung schoolbus namin na s8 dati na laging nasisira pinalitan na ng pinakbago. s16. o diba? sobrang luwag pa namin. nakakataw si kuya je at parents ko nung first day. sobrang tensed sila sa schoolbus. i mean wala naman kasi nagsabi na yung dad ko should own the stc busses. ewan ko kung bakit. i've convinced them to drop it na which never worked. another thing is that nakita ko ulit yung friends ko. woohoo. i guess that's it.

kuya je is so creepy. dami niyang alam. i don't know why. mas marami nga siyang kilalang theresians kesa sakin. weird. tapos kilala niya most of the stc male high school teachers. nakakalaro niya sa badmin and basketball tapos yung iba nakilala niya sa ibang parties. i thought it was cool before pero nakakainis na ngayun. he played badmin with some of his friends from bpi bank and his friends' friends which includes sir ben. yes si sir ben na teacher ng 3rd year. siyempre i wasn't that surprised. kilala ko na si kuya je at maraming connections yun. sabi ni sir ben hahanapin daw niya ko at babantayan. uhh i hate kuya je. same as last year with sir atengco. sabi ko nga na wag na siya makipagbasketball sa iba pang teachers ko. kilala niya talaga halos lahat. pero ok na dahil i get to know all the stc male teacher's secrets from kuya je. haha. ang dami ko ng alam. guys, sabi daw ni sir ben na hindi sure na irereshuffle tayo next year. titignan daw yun sa grades. kasi daw yung higher batch satin nagbabarkada and sobrang baba ng grades kaya pinaghiwahiwalay.

no classes on monday kaya i can't help but smile. plus i dreamt of something really good last night. i think it's also because ang dami kong kinain yesterday. i was so hungry when i got back from school at sobrang dami kong kinain. i kept telling myself 'denise kumain ka kung gusto mong tumaba'.

jan is so sick. kahapon pa. my mum kept taking care of him.

may dentist ako today so i gotta go na. c=

sin city...

2005-06-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

so long time na walang post. internet problems kasi eh.

so last friday movie marathon ako. i watched swimfan. whow. thriller. i would never do that for a guy. i wanted to watch serving sarah pero jan called at sinabing lalabas kami nila kuya je. sumabay mum ko ko sa car. longest car ride ever. traffic sa makati. as in sobra. me, kuya je, jan and ate jedda went to glorrietta kasi bibili si kuya je ng ipod. my parents bought kuya jo an ipod shuffle tapos gusto rin nila ibili si kuya je pero si kuya je ayaw instead he'll buy daw an ipod mini pero parents ko magbabayad nung half. so my parents are so generous this year. they plan on buying me and jan ipods din. surprised ako. hinihinala ko na nga na hindi sila yung tunay kong parents. haha. i have a lot of choices. una, if i can save p7,000by august, mini ipod ang bibilin ko. half paid by my parents. if i can't ipod shuffle. pero if i want, pwede daw next year na lang pero mini ipod. i don't know what to do. i'm so jealous na kasi at buong pamilya ko except me and jan may ipod. pero i feel sorry for jan kasi mauuna bday ko sa kanya. november pa siya eh. i finally got the conclusion na i'll save up and if i can save p7000 edi fine kung hindi, fine pa rin. bahala na.

so after nun, we went to greenbelt and bought tickets for sin city. puno. so malapit sa screen yung upuan namin. 9:20 showing eh 8:30 na. so we ate dinner so fast at kfc. (for the record, all expenses paid by kuya je. woohoo). so we watched sin city. one of the best and worst movies i ever saw. the negative part was that it's too morbid. as in ang brutal. i tried to sleep para hindi ko makita pero it didn't work. positive part, it's funny, all-star movie (kahit extras) and ang ganda ng graphics. parang gumagalaw na comics. my brothers can't stop starring at jessica alba. poor alexis bledel/rory from gilmore girls kasi kahit yung character niya dun soft siya at sobrang close sa mum niya. okay naman kasi mostly siya yung may kaslanan sa ibang parts. galing ni bruce willis and josh hartnett kahit siya yung may pinaka maliit na part. haha. clive owen is there din. all-star casts talaga.

pasukan na sa wed. shocks. 2 days na lang summer ko. ayoko na!!!

one week na lang, shiiiit...

2005-06-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

nye may internet na. dahil sa weather walang internet in the past few days. or at least i think so.

we went to a my 2nd cousin's 1st birthday party last monday. it was so nice na nakita ko yung relatives ko sa father side. the close ones. my 1st cousins are old na kaya they have young kids na. we planned one going out of town this year kasama si tita cora (aunt from states).

i know it sucks for most people that the weather is opposed to summer na. pero o kinda like it. pero tuwing gabi, kumukulog which scares the hell out of me since ako na lang gising. tapos nagbiblink pa yung lights. early na ko matulog dahil baka magbrown out.

most tv shows are reruns na lang. hay. summer is almost officially over. everybody is excited na magpasukan na. but hell not me. as in hindi pa ko ready. hindi pa dapat magclasses!!! i love this summer kahit boring sometimes it beats hectic school days. diba?! one week na lang. wah!

orientation ni jan sa school ngayun. 27 untis daw math nila when ang normal is 15. grabe ang ME. sobrang kailangan daw niya yung internet. nung inopen niya yung modem, meron. he started screaming.

jan: yey! may internet na! love ako ni God!
denise: bakit pag ako nagbubukas wala??
kuya je: hindi ka love ni God.

sabi niya he needs it dahil kakausapin niya yung groupmates niya or something. nagpapatulong sa ym. its weird kasi pag ako magiinternet wala pero pag siya meron. jinx na talaga ako. it's probably because of the chain letters that i failed to send. hindi kasi ako naniniwala. i mean would you believe 'if you don't send this you'll have bad luck in the next 7 years' etc etc. i nako. ganyan na lang talaga. puro bad luck buhay ko. always, the unexpected happens. pero i expect all of those to happen na so technically it's not unexpected anymore. gets?

i want to watch house of wax, a lot like love and madagascar. kuya je got premiere tickets sa a lot like love last moday and whow? pano? even i don't know. uy yung bagong cinema sa gateway open na. yung lazy boy yung cahir tapos 40 people lang ang nasa loob. worth p300, need i say more? galing. hindi pa rin ako nakakapanood dun. pero i think it's like shang na may unlimited popcorn and drinks. if only may pera ako. haha.

and of course i saved the best for last...

happy birthday karla dear! miss you!

long weekend...

2005-05-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

we went to our province, peñaranda, nueva ecija. sobrang fun.

sobrang init dun kahit na it rained so hard going there. hirap ako makatulog last night. ewan ko kung bakit. we woke up so early pa para maghear ng mass. my mum was so mad dahil sa kabagalan ko sa pagligo/pagbihis. tapos iniwanan niya ko so i have to go with tita nona. we were all standing sa gilid sa sobrang dami ng tao. again, my fault dahil mabagal ako. i mean how do you expect me to eat breakfast, take a shower, get dressed in less than 30 mins? i almost passed out sa sobrang init. tapos i came across this theresian pero i falied to say hi thanks to my hard-to-remember-names-of-most-people sickness. it will take somebody to repeat to me ones name 10 times before i could perfectly memorize it. so awkward nung nagkita kami. after an hour or so i remebered na si ate osang yun, my dulaan mate. i am sorry for forgetting. tapos me and my cousins played pusoy dos but no money since broke pa rin ako. tagal din namin nagplay. tapos halo-halo time. and then nung 4 na uuwi na kami. long sleep yung inabot ko. sobrang traffic. tapos i woke still stuck in traffic. uhh. tapos i finally got home.

ang dami kong pinanood tonight. hey just got the news na they're making shrek 3 na. justin timberlake is one of the new main characters. kaya lang naman dahil girlfriend niya si cameron.

just heard na news na nasnatch daw yung cellphone ni kuya boogie sa jeep. whow. scary.

one week na ko hindi nagtetennis. bakit ba ko nafoofool lagi ng brothers ko? kanina lang napaniwala ako ni jan na 6am daw yung tennis tomorrow and i'm like wha?? lecheng joke. and i'm the jerk who gets fooled everytime.

i've been hearing much of hale this week. no offense pero their songs are pretty much all alike. lalo na yung broken sonnet and the day you said goodnight. at first i don't know which is which. kahit na cute si champ dahil chinito, i'm pretty much over with his voice. nakakasawa. still no offense. specially to ian! sorry. anyway nung narinig namin ni jan yung the day you said goodnight, we just smirked. really no offense! it's my own opinion.

i want to watch house of wax na!! pero as yoda says...

patience must you have.

raining...

2005-05-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

it's raining.

i love the rain. i like it more than the sticky sunny day. i love the smell of it. i could just look out my window and let my hands get wet all day long. pero it stops more so often.

jan saw house of wax na. ok daw. i'll definitely watch it. if i could. tomorrow we're going to our province kasi eh. oh well.

ui, everyday na ko nagpopost. haha. whaw. malapit na pasukan so this will barely happen then.

yesterday was so boring. as in walang mapanuod. can you believe that i saw american idol, 5 times. carrie is good. ok inaadmit ko na. pero si bo parin ang the best. =D

AI...

2005-05-26T14:10:00.000+08:00

sweet home alabama, i'm coming home to you...

if you haven't seen the finale of AI, don't continue reading this.

uhh. i hate american idol. the blonde won and the bo lost. carrie is good, i think but i know bo's a lot better. for a chnge let the white boy win. i still feel so sad. my aunt, tita cora whose from sacramento called me a bunch of times here to chat. she likes bo din. we were so sad that he lost. she even voted 10 times daw. haha. i miss her na. going back to bo, ahhh. so sad. pero i think he's going to sell more records than carrie. sana. c=

so my dad won a dvd player yesterday from a tournament sa golf. me and my brothers were overjoyed 'cause now may dvd na sila and hindi na nila kukunin yung akin. we have 5 dvd players na and originally, 2 lang yung binili namin. yung iba free and napanalunan.

uhh. i'm still sad about bo. huhu.

lights out...

2005-05-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday was all in all weird.

while i was in the computer listening to tyler hilton (can't get enough!) and playing freecell since internet was out, nagbrown out. minsan lang dito sa ferndale yun. pag meron mga 10 seconds lang. it was around 7pm. i was looking in the screen waitng for the lights when i heard kids from the other houses scream so loud. it was so dark. naglakad na ko sa hallway hoping that the light on my cphone could make the way brighter.

----: bwaaaah!!!!
denise: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
----: (laughs)
denise: omg!

turns out it was kuya je. grabe. i have this thing for surprises. sobrang magugulatin ako and i hate them. everybody laughed so hard except for me. even though i knew this was coming nagulat pa rin ako. i gotta say that my brothers fool me everytime. everytime.

jan: ay, smallville!
denise: one tree hill!

thank god in a matter of minutes nagkailaw na rin. house of wax opens today. kuya jo saw the it in the sneak preview and told us that sobrang morbid daw. i only want to see it because of chad murray and elisha cuthbert. she is so good and i really liked her in 24. so i guess i wouldn't see it thanks to my brother, jan. may date sa tomorrow so papanuorin na niya. i don't have anybody to go with. i doubt that my friends would like to see that, much more my parents. ate jedds promise me that she'll make her way through kuya je para isama ako sa date nila. i don't mind if i'm a third wheel basta free movie tickets. haha!

today's csi episode bothered me so much. weird.

i have to wake up early tomorrow to catch the live finale of american idol. shit! i think carrie's gonna win pero gusto ko si bo. i would just love for him to win. kuya je and my mum hates bo. nye. he is so good.

i am way excited for the oc. i am so not excited for school. uhh. ayoko pang pumasok. so much to do pa. so much things i haven't accomplished this summer. let's say got to the beach? that is so not going to happen this year. wah.

i'm looking at the new cd of my brother, kuya jo. mr. big cd. it just occured to me that they were the one who sang wild world. weird that i didn't know. i love that song.i don't usually buy cds. i'm more of a download-it-on-the-net-na-lang girl. i have very few cds and i don't mind. i rather spend my money on watching a movie than a cd. not that i have anything against it. well maybe i do. for me it's impractical. for me.

i can't stand being bored and ignored. this has to stop.

sana umulit yung summer! regrets? so many. i don't know how to explain those i just want to repeat everything so that i could've handled it the way i should. and not some fake person would take over and ruin everything..

revenge of the sith...

2005-05-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

so fontana was ok. just another ordinary fun time with relatives.

after getting home from fontana, i wasn't in the best mood. someone cheered me up, you know who you are. thanks. a lot actually.

so we went to mass then to greenhills. we ate at terriyaki boy which was oh-so-fine. ate jedds was with us.

we went to the new cinema there. and we saw star wars iii, revenge of the sith.

welcome to the dark side.

before the movie.

jan: sabi nung babae dun sa boyfriend niya, "ang pangit sobra"
kuya je: (worried) hindi. sabi nung girl sa boyfriend niya, "pangit ka sobra"

kuya je bought the tickets in advance so he was worried that the movie will suck.

at the cinema.

kuya je: movie house mo pala 'to denise eh (looking at the seats)
denise: oonga. (amused)
kuya je: purple.

i'm not that much of a star wars fan but my brothers and my dad are like the biggest. i saw all the movies but i didn't memorize all the names of everything. i know the main story. about ob1 teaching anakin how to be a jedi then anakin married princess padmae. they had kids named luke and lea. then anakin turned in to the dark side turning to darth vader and luke tried to kill him but then at the end darth vader told him that he was his father.

that was it that's all i knew until i saw the 3rd movie. evrything was revealed. sobrang dragging that i have to admit that i cried. anakin is so nice yet so evil. i like the movie. it explains everything else in the first star wars movies. i have to give credit to george lucas (right?) who wrote this. he released the 4,5,6 to keep all mysteries. totally nice.

the dark side has many abilities some consider unnatural.

my eyes are so clean. i drowned in tears earlier and i feel so weak not being able to handle things the right way. i don't wanna say why.

tennis earlier and i had so much fun. i'm now at the base line and actually playing with the trainer. hindi na yung pinapalo lang ako ng ball. i really want to continue this sport. maybe i'll make it to wimbledon para magtournaments. haha. dream on denise.

may the force be with you.

that's how love should be...

2005-05-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

currently listening to the new tyler hilton song, "that's how love should be". i have to give it two thumbs up. i falling in love to the song already. c= hopefully i could find the code for that.

going to fontana tomorrow. ugh. hindi pa ko nagbe-beach buong summer 'cause my family is too tamad magplan.

i think bo's going to win the american idol. star wars iii. hindi ko pa napapanood. baka next week pa. shocks.

happiness the world can see, that's how love should be...

omg...

2005-05-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

i still feel like crap. bored, ignored and absurd.

so tomorrow na showing ng star wars iii. i'm not that excited like everybody else. i hope bo wins american idol.

nothing special really happened today or any other day for that matter. uhh.

save me before i slip away!!

update on me part 2...

2005-05-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

okay so that last post was crap.

i'm typing really soft so that nobody can hear me up here.

wah. so my parents threw this despida for our neighbor, most of our close neighbors are here. nagchichismisan sila. and i just heard my name. they don't know i'm up here. so i heard them saying about me and some other people here in ferndale. they were saying about me and that someone. all i want to do is go out there and tell them,

oi! hindi kami naging kami, kahit na cute couple kami noon, wala na ngayon. so deal with it people.

they were saying that bakit daw hindi ako yung girlfriend niya. out here in the dark, i blushed and thought about it. pano if it did worked out between us. hai. dream on denise.

so wala lang. i better stop typing.

don't hate me. still.

update on me...

2005-05-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

i feel like crap.

so much to do, so little time. i think 22 days na lang 'till classes. fuck.

i'm so tired. i got the stuffs i need for school earlier. i lost the list of books i need. enrollment tomorrow. i procrastinate most of the time na and i can't help it.

star wars iii shows the day after tomorrow. house of wax on the 25th. season 2 of the oc coming soon. oth is so shocking. need i say more? oth is showing on star world in june.

i'm so freaking mad about all this crap. so typical. i want more adventure. i need it now.

don't hate me.

katch 'em, kill 'em...

2005-05-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

so much happened.

may 11, happy birthday pae!

may 12, happy 24th birthday to my brother, kuya jo!

uhh. i hate dsl, wireless dsl. akala ko ba unlimited. sobrang nakakainis. laging nasisira. i am so lucky may internet ngayun.

last wednesday we watched willie wonka just for fun. seeing it, i' way excited para dun sa remake or sequel nun starring johnny depp.

umpa..lumpa...

haha. wednesday. amazing race finale. i know i said i don't want rob and amber to win pero right then and there, i was screaming for them. pero they lost. uchena and joyce won. but it's okay, it's fair considering that millionaires na sila rob dahil sa survivor.

last thursday we went to friday's dahil bday ni kuya jo. we were not supposed to eat there pero may game kasi ng ginebra and san miguel so nanood kami dun. i pity ginebra. they're number 2 at the bottom.

friday was the best day. kasi friday the 13th!! haha just kidding. treat kami ni kuya je since sweldo. we went to eastwood, kaming magkakapatid plus ate jedda. we watched the amityville horror!!! wah. i haven't been that scared since, i can't remember. sobrang nakakatakot na movie pero it was so nice. true story kasi. Jodi is just so creepy.

katch 'em, kill 'em

saturday was no biggie i guess. we cleaned the house kahit may maid (chris as in chris from oth, j/k) na kami. i hanged out with my mum the whole day. nothing much. oh wait! huge pala. chad michael murray was the guest in the tonight show with jay leno.

sunday. wah. amazing race 5 marathon. nothing else. *winks

hey btw, i'm reading harry potter 4, goblet of fire. i started it ages ago but stopped. well since i saw yesterday the trailer of the upcoming hp in ebuzz sa axn, i got excited. pero i have to start it all over again. i forgot na kasi eh. i still have to read the rule of four kaso ewan ko na. oh well.

*winks again. haha.

kingdom of heaven...

2005-05-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

last saturday we went to the province. we visited some people.

yesterday was mother's day and naubusan nanaman ako ng load sa phone. i texted every aunt and the mothers of my close friends. at least 2 lang hindi nagreply.

after the mass, may surprise yung ferndale sa mga mothers. blue roses. the after, we went to lola cunching's house to visit her and ninang mads.

then we went to lola's crypt in mt. carmel. mother of my dad.

after that, we went to shangri-la. my mum is so nice. kasi everytime na mother's day and her birthday, she let us buy anything we want. kasi when we're happy, she's happy. we went shopping at people are people.

i'm very concerned about kuya jo. i think he has a problem. he barely talks na. he always seems to be thinking about something else when we're talking to him. i think it's about his girlfriend, ate kat. hai.

we saw kindom of heaven. it was about jerusalem. the war of christians and muslims on whoever get the city. i loved it so much.

bishop: (worried) convert to islam, repent later.

it just made me laugh so hard.

when we're at the province, people always tell my mum how she looked a lot like her mother. she would just smile politely then say 'hindi ko nga naalala yung nanay ko eh' in a semi jokingly way. when she was born until 6 1/2 years old, she lived with her ninang with her brothers and sisters. she barely saw her mother. she would say that never did she slept beside her mum. for her, it was the hardest. siya yung 2nd to the youngest among six. when she was eight na, her mum died in an accident.

how could my mum be the best mother when she never knew one?

then when she was 12, her father died. oh gawd. nagstruggle sila magkakapatid to live their life successfully. my mum was really smart. she was a salutatorian all the way. tapos she got a scholarship in college sa ust. well, at least until she met my dad. haha.

belated happy mother's day ma! c=

happy din sa kada! c=

spider-woman...

2005-05-07T01:04:00.000+08:00

i'm now officially back in the laptop. turns out in the pc, the internet only works for one user. mahirap na kung nagshare kami ng mga kapatid ko ng user. they might find out about this oh-so-secret journal.

yeah! spider-woman na ko. well, sorta. suddenly this house gives me the creeps. may spiders dito!!! and not the normal ones. the one with thin legs. nuh-uh. dito yung medyo makapal. and it was so freaking big. pero weird the spider only had 6 legs. had, as in i mean it's dead na. who killied it? moi! haha. babaw? well, jan was freaking scared so he was like "denise, bilis!!!". i ran there tapos sobrang natakot ako. i grab the magazine at pinalo ng mga 10 times kahit patay na.

tennis earlier. just letting you know, this special things happen before or after tennis. yeah, i saw him. we made eye-contact for like 2 seconds tas ayun, he called "oi!". tapos wala na. c=

before i forget, i want to congratulate my ninang. ninang mads, my most religious/richest aunt. pinsan ng dad ko. she made it in the newspaper, inquirer, last saturday april 30. she made it na one whole page. i was amazed na siya na pala ang president ng diwa publishing. science book ng stc! haha. anyway, congrats!

i went out with my girl cousins tonight. yeah! nanlibre na rin yung mga may birthday at last. 7 kami. ako yung youngest tapos yung sunod sakin 19 na. we went to music match. ktv na to! for 3 hours we did nothing but sing and eat. saya!

i have been dying to see 'kingdom of heaven'. literally. tapos orlando bloom. my all time crush since legolas. shocks. sobrang memorize ko na yung trailer. as in!

be without fear in the face of your enemies... rise a knight!!

a new world, a better world than has ever been seen. there you are not what you are born. but you have in yourself to be. a kingdom of conscience. peace instead of war. love instead of hate. that is what lies at the end of a crusade.

something like that. obsessed ba? i love movies like this. troy, lotr, king arthur.

i am so sleepy.

shit, LSS na ko sa song ng zoolander. watched it recently on hbo. yung song nung nag gagasoline fight sila.

wake me up before you go-go...

cereals...

2005-05-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

i hope scott gets to be voted out today...

i'm officially in the pc na. hindi na ko sa laptop. pero lahat nakasave dun.

yesterday, nagabsent si ate jedda from work. night shift siya. she stayed here the whole day. kuya jo (day off), jan, ate jedda and i are the ones left here at home. ang bait ni ate jedds since she bought us cereals and c2's. haha. alam kasi ni ate jedds what it felt like having no helpers at home. so now, obsessed na kami ni jan sa cereals. since our breakfast it the same as our lunch, cereals na lang kami for breakfast. i love frosties!

sobrang inet!! pero hell, i still love hot chocolate. kaya pinagpapawisan ako everytime i drink one. haha.

tennis yesterday. pero i didn't see him anywhere in the subdivision. hai. now it's really nothing special.

oh no! i have to keep track on what i'm saying in my blog. for all i know, baka alam na ng brothers ko na may journal ako dito sa net. jan knows i have a blog pero hindi niya yata alam kung saan. hai. grabe kasi yung older brothers ko. lahat ng ginagawa ko nalalaman nila. feel ko talaga may secret spies sila everywhere.

natanggal na yung retired couple sa amazing race. hopefully, rob and amber doesn't win.

i cannot believe natulugan ko yung CSI gabi. tas i missed the replay today.

pinagawa ng dad ko yesterday yung wireless ineternet. meron na kami ulit. my mum was a bit mad. i was too. kasi pwede naman dito na lang kami sa family room maginternet. ngayon yung mga laptop namin pwede na maginternet anywhere within at most 100 meters. pwede na rin magphone while in the net. it's cool. pero sayang sa pera kasi.

ah! it's so freaking hot. hell, i'm burning.

busy week...

2005-05-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

i have so many stories to tell. don't mind if this is way too long.

april 30.

happy birthday fudge and also to my cousins who celebrated their birthday this april na hindi pa naglilibre. (ate april, ate aileen and ate khrisna, may utang pa kayo!)

we had a party, sorta. ate jedda, kuya je's girlfriend, came with her family here. we watched the ring 2, japanese version which really sucked. pero hey, we had halo-halo. lately, i have this cravings for halo-halo since sobrang inet. anyway, i had fun. i like hanging out with them.

may 1.

i know merong akong friend na may birthday today pero i can't remember who. sorry.

happy birthday tito vir!

we went to tita nona's house today since birthday ni tito vir. sobrang daming guests. side namin, tita nona's, and yung side ni tito vir. karaoke challenge nanaman!!! we were divided in 2 groups tapos gonna sing random. the other team was so afraid of me kasi kahit ako pinaka bata dun, i'm the best. haha. i'm not saying i'm good at singing, i'm just good at karaoke, that's all. so all my scores are like 98 and 99. no kidding. our team was unbeatable. except once when we lost by 3 points but the rest kami panalo! the losers will take shots of vodka with sprite. nung natalo kami, i asked them to drink mine. too young for alcohol pa ko. pero i had so much fun with my cousins.

may 2.

sad and grumpy day.

this the day ate mariz and ate allen, our housemaids, are going back home. they have been a part of our family for so long. they're not only our helpers pero they are also my friends. sobrang daming laugh trips with them. i'll cherish everything i had with them. all i could think of now is hoping to see them again someday. hai. it was hard saying awkward goodbye's. hindi lang ako but also my whole family.

day of independence na. so much chores. my room is finished. its nice. now i have to put everything to place which was hard kasi yung cabinet until sa ceiling so kailangan ko pa ng tutungtungan para dun sa matataas.

tennis. nothing special ulit. when i least expect him to show up, there he is. i hated seeing him. pero still, i want to see him. its normal right?

may 3.

day of denise' progression

denise cleaned.

i cleaned my room pa rin pero a lot of breaks siyempre. haha. i am easily distracted. i cleaned my bathroom! scrub, scrub, scrub. and boy did i make a great job. parang clean freak na ko lately. i'm turning to monica from FRIENDS. my brothers said they're going to pay me if i clean their bathroom. whaw.

denise cooked.

i cooked! since wala na kaming housemaids, kami na ng parents ko magcocook. my dad is kapangpangan so sobrang galing niya magcook. as in sobra. he makes the best of everything. pag sinipag siya, heaven na ang house namin. sobrang sarap ng food. the only problem is minsan lang siya sipagin. haha. i cooked spinach tonight which is sauted with garlic, beef, onions, tomatoes and oyster sause. new ambiton.

denise is going to be a chef someday.

i wish! haha.

nothing special...

2005-04-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

shocks, constantine??!!

yeah, i'm still in the 'oh-no-constantine's-gone' mood.

i went to the dentist earlier para sa braces and i hated every second of it.

tita grace, my aunt from LA who visited, is a dentist who studied dentistry here in the phils. she just happened to tell a story about another dentist. "BOY", was one batch higher than tita grace. BOY was dating "GAL" who is also a student. they are the most popular couple in that shool. after 20 years of living together, BOY went to japan to study for awhile. BOY met "GIRL LASH" there. the family of GIRL LASH are very popular dentists in the phils. their group is called "LASH". when BOY came back to the phils, he went off with GIRL LASH and never showed himself to GAL ever again. BOY married GIRL LASH to be part of that group and to earn a lot of money.

and LASH is the group of my orthodontist. let alone, BOY is my orthodontist!

can you believe it? small world. i tried not to look at him straight earlier kasi alam kong iirapan ko lang siya. friend kasi ng dad ko yung isa sa mga "LASH". btw, none of the names are true. (states the obvious). i don't want to expose the real names kasi baka mapahamak pa ko. hihihi.

BOY should've showed himself to GAL... so that 20 years is nothing? hai, what men do.

tennis earlier. nothing special. heehee. i'll keep it na lang for myself. scary kung ibulgar ko.

ginebra vs. alaska kanina. the game sucked. of course ginebra lost again. 4 straight loses na.

my teeth hurts. anyway, FRIENDS na. c=

xxx...

2005-04-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

we went out today, eastwood. the 8 of us. kasama si ate jedda and ate kat. there's nothing to watch. we already saw the interpreter and guess who. there's no way we're watching can this be love. so nasunod yung gusto nila kuya je. wah! XXX 2. i like action movies pero not starring black americans. si ice cube si triple x. i was wondering what he was gonna do in the movie, rap? hello, he's no actor. i like vin diesel so much better, kahit he shows no emotions. haha. the movie wasn't bad as i expected pero sobrang foolish. typical.

we ate at dencio's after. nothing else.

gawd. i'm still in shock. constantine was eliminated in american idol. kahit na i hated what he did last night, i don't want him to go. he's my favorite next to bo. hai. oh well.

whaw. ang ikli ng post ko today. c=

tension of opposites...

2005-04-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

i am such a loser! sige na i admit it. it's april 27. 1 month and 15 days of summer vacation have come and gone and i'm still here at home. wala pa akong vacation! i remember from the past summers i was always homesick kasi we're always out. i'm so jealous kay kuya je, he has gone to bora. hai. i spoke to soon before when i said that i was enjoying this summer. i hate to break it to you but i think i miss school. no, i take it back. sana mag-april 2006 na para i wouldn't have deal with this.

ok so tennis earlier today. 7am. shocks, what could be worse? i have morning sickness everytime i wake up that early. i can't barely open my eyes too. sobrang wala akong energy since hindi ako kumain ng breakfast. at siyempre when i was tired, i drank water. OH NO! how my body works is really weird. i think i'm sorta allergic to plain water. if it's so hot and i'm so tired and i suddenly drink water with an empty stomach, BOOM! vomet. yeah weird but true. jan was so tired din so every 10 minutes rest ako tapos siya naman. but after some time, i finally gave up. i threw my racket and went straight to the bathroom. i didn't threw up yet. tapos nagpasundo na ko not a second later. jan was sorry for me kaya it was ok for him na i left him with all the torture. pero after a few minutes umuwi na rin siya 'cause hindi na rin niya kaya. i drank gatorade kaagad w/ the fear that madehydrate ako. tapos ayun, i threw up a bunch of times.

my room is purple and i love it. my mum picked the color and i was surprised that i liked it.

tv fun. wednesday is my favorite day. haha. first of, amazing race. i don't want rob and amber to win beacuse of 2 reasons. first, they're jerks. second, they already won in survivor, give others a chance. i definitely want meredith and gretchen, the retired couple, to win. next american idol. i love bo. even more now kasi he sang one of my favorite songs kanina. and he was good. he sang the theme song of one tree hill. I don't want to be by kevin deGraw. i don't like constantine anymore. he totally ruined the song how you remind me by nickelback. and last CSI. it's nonetheless another great episode. i am so sure this is gonna be the final season.

what do you think is worst possible thing my brothers can take away from me? my dvd player. wah! i hate them. they took it away since they love they're new room so much. grr.

ate jeds is here, and i really want to thank her for the gifts from bohol. you know what's great having 3 older brothers? they're girlfriends always give me stuffs to win me over. ate jedda won me a long time ago but still she never forgets me. thanks. c=

what more can i say? i think i like this summer but somehow i don't. tension of opposites.

focus.

2005-04-26T16:57:00.000+08:00

focus. something very important in tennis.

yesterday, hapon yung tennis lesson namin ni jan since noel, the instructor, had another lesson that morning. he taught me volly. is that the right term? kasi pagkasabi niya 'bolly'. haha. bad denise. anyway, all you have to do is move the racket slowly infront of you to bounce back the ball but you have to place all force in your wrist. the tricky part is that the ball should be exactly at the middle of the racket. when i did it forehand, no problems. i did it perfectly. nung backhand na, noel kept on warning me not to let the ball hit the side of the racket 'cause it will bounce at my face. sobrang maiingat ako. i rather not hit the ball. nakakatakot. pero when i got the hang of it, i lack focus. ayun! tumama sa face ko. sobrang sakit. oh well.

wah! umitim ako as in sobra. dahil sa tennis. i'm somewhere in between wanting to have a darker skin tone or not. a lot of people said na mas bagay sakin yung maitim kesa dun sa maputlang maputi. and it's nice because i look like i came back from a beach trip and got tanned. haha. pero definitely sa next tennis lesson, i'll put on sunblock. just in case.

shocks. they are now fixing my room. they are building the cabinet / table i designed. i hope it will work out. i think they are also gonna paint the room na. pero my things are everywhere. here in the family room, my bags, stuffed toys and the picture frames that hanged in my wall are here. my books are in the hallway so as my old study table. my figurines are also there. my bed and the others are in my brothers' room. i don't even know where my clothes are. i'm still in my pajamas. i haven't taken a shower since all of my toiletries are in my bathroom. eh nandun yung workers sa room ko. all the tools are on the floor kaya hindi pa ko makapasok. and guess what, i just found my shower curtain on the floor. hai.

i'm so hungry. c=

guess what, guess who...

2005-04-24T13:47:00.000+08:00

we went to powerplant last night as planned, my plan. hehe. kuya je came with us since ate jedda is in bohol, so wala siyang date for the night. kuya jo has to work at 3am so he stayed home. we saw Guess Who starring bernie mac and ashton kutcher. gawd, this has to stop. every other day i go out to watch a movie. malapit na ko mabroke ulit. oh well. back to the movie, it was nice. similar to meet the parents. sobrang funny. i'll definitely watch it again. and ashton is so hot. and when i say hot, i mean hooooooottt.

earlier that day we fixed the music room. we arranged all our dvds alphabetically. wheew, so hard. i mean we have at least 500 dvds. most of them are movies and the rest are tv series. we have smallville seasons 1 and 2, CSI seasons 1-4, dark angel season 1, CSI:miami seasons 1 and 2, six feet under season 1, taken from the first to the last episode, FRIENDS seasons 6-10, Alias season 2 and 24 seasons 2 and 3. both the first seasons are with tita cora. we even have doubles. kasi before, my dad will buy dvds and we will too, hindi namin alam kung ano na yung meron kami. pinamigay nanamin yung doubles. half of those dvds hindi ko pa napapanuod. you see? i go watch a movie out when we have all this movies na. ironic?

our rooms are still being fixed. i am so scared that something might be misplaced. specially yung mga books ko na hindi pa nababasa. haha. i have a lot of books waiting for me to read. pero tinatamad ako pero still i'm dying to read them. weird pero true. after 50 pages na pagbabasa, i quit. anyway, harry potter 6, halfblood prince will be released this july but i'm so lazy to make a reservation. let jan do it.

i have so many things to say pero i can't remember. nasa off mode pa yung mind ko. didn't get enough sleep kasi. oh well. c=

28 days later the movie...

2005-04-23T11:44:00.000+08:00

last thursday night, we all had nothing to do. so scrabble kami. my parents spiced it a bit by adding cash sa mananalo and guess what, i won p200. haha. babaw.

happy birthday ate mariz! our housemaid. she's 29 na. can you believe that she was only 16 when she first worked for us? grabe. since my birth nandito na siya and it kills me knowing that one week na lang siya dito. i could never see her again. sobrang daming memories. her cousin, ate allen also works for us for almost 5 years na. siya rin aalis na sa 30. hay. people just come and go.

jan, my brother, surprised me yesterday ng beef taco for one reason, to say sorry. siyempre surprise ako dahil hindi ko alam kung bakit. he had a date earlier that day with her crush a long time ago. they watched 'guess who?'. yeah, i was mad. he knows that i like that movie and he knows that dapat hindi niya yun papanuorin before me. haha. pero it's ok since sasama siya samin ni kuya je mamaya manuod. pero i also want to watch 'the jacket'.

as you may know i'm quite a fan of pba. pero pinapanuod ko lang pag last game na or maganda yung game. brgy. ginebra had 3 straight loses na. wuh? kainis. champion pa naman sila last year.

may couples for christ later yung parents ko and today, couples must bring their kids. we already met those families once at siyempre kaming magkakapatid yung wackiest. my brothers make jokes a lot at never was there a dull moment.

i am so sorry for kuya jo. his work starts at 3am and ends at 1pm pero last night pinag over time siya hanggang 8pm tapos mga 9 na siya nakauwi. kailangan niya gumising ng 1 kaya less than 5 hours lang sleep niya. hassle.

whe tita grace went back to LA, i thought na i'll get my room back pero hell, this past few days, lahat ng furnitures ng brothers ko minove sa room ko because ginagawa yung kanila. i can't watch tv kasi my cabinent sa harap ng bed ko. tapos all their clothes are in my room and they all have to use my bathroom. all my brothers share one big room. tapos it was being fixed with cabinents. tapos later on ipepaint ng mint green. which by the way jan hates kasi ateneo siya and kuya je is la salle. tapos when their room is done, yung room ko naman. the one that i designed will be put into work tapos ipepaint din ng color purple. hai. long summer.

we watched '28 days later' s advd last night. one word : horrible. it's a british movie and i hated it. it's like dawn of the dead. with zombies pero oh my gawd, was it ugly. sobrang brutal. hai. 2 hours of my life wasted, again.

i'm hungry na.

the interpreter...

2005-04-21T15:50:00.000+08:00

tennis yeaterday morning. boy, was i tired. as gifts, tita grace gave me and jan a tennis outfit. tita grace just want to make sure that i'll continue tennis. well i hope i will. but i was quite better. i can actually play na pero puro backhand. i suck at forehand. ginagawa ko daw badminton. badminton was our family sport for like a year. i was the first one to play badmin in the family and also the first one who quit. twice a week we will go play badmin. i didn't like it that much. before badminton, bowling was our family sport. my favorite sport. i suck at it but i love it. since i was like 9, my family enjoyed it so much. we even have bowling balls. kuya je, kuya jo and my dad has 2 each, one is spare ball and the other is strike ball which didn't make a difference to me. i have one. i like that hell a lot. color niya is dark purple with glitters on it and nakaengrave yung name ko. i miss bowling.

after tennis, we went to Edsa Shang to watch a movie. (o sige na, movie addict ako) the whole family w/ tita grace except kuya je. we watched the interpreter. quite long, some parts are boring, good story, a bit complicated, nice casts and very unpredictable.

we drove tita grace to the airport and met kuya je and ate jedda there coming back from boracay. unsurprisingly kuya je is covered in henna tatoos. from leg up. haha. he was still wearing puca shells. parang foreigner. tita grace went back to LA na. i'm gonna miss her despite her unwanted comments to others. haha.

we went to the Fort, Pier one. it's tito jeddi's birthday, ate jedda's dad. our family is very very close kaya it was nice seeing them. 4 kids din sila. ate jedda is the oldest, sunod si kuya boogie, then si ate jisselle (who came along w/ her boyfriend, fern) and ate jackie. we ate dinner then the "balikbayans" (ate jedda and kuya jeje) bought us F.I.C. or fruits in ice cream. i had a great night.

i saw CSI replay earlier. i'm a little sad that their not a team anymore. pinaghiwahiwalay na sila. but still very good! c=

one tree hill blues...

2005-04-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Chad Michael Murray and Sophia Bush!

what could be worse? they got married last saturday, april 16, 2005. chad and sophia are both stars in the series one tree hill. after that oh so romantic proposal of chad to sophia with 500 candles and 20 bouquets of roses they finally had the sacrament of matrimony. as you may know i had this nonexistent lovelife with chad. haha. it really sucks. i mean they are on every website i normally visit. here are some pictures of hatred, i mean love.

such a cute couple. really they are. don't worry, i'm way over him. i think. maybe. no.

well earlier in the episode of one tree hill they have a new star which might be the replacement of chad in my heart. haha. so cute! his name is chris sa one tree hill but his real name is tyler hilton. he was this employee of a cd store who was rude to hilarie bunton / peyton. but then he shows up at the auditions heald by peyton and turned out to be a great guitarist and singer. btw, he is really a singer. great songs!

he is better than chad. he's cuter. he's younger. he's a great singer. great actor. and he's all mine. haha. c=

rude awakenings...

2005-04-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

last saturday, there was a reunion at tita fel's place for tita helen's 60th birthday. (mother side). only half of the bunch came. pero it was fun. we watched a korean movie, us girls, 'my little bride'. kinda good. it's about this 16 year old girl who was forced to marry her childhood friend who is actually graduating from college. long gap. they were both forced by her grandfather who lied that he was dying. an average romatically funny asian movie. then we watched spongebob. (3rd time i've seen it). then karaoke, then dinner and that's it.

yesterday we went to Edsa Shang after the mass. we watched 'the wedding date' starring debra messing and dermot mulroney. it was typical and my parents and janjan hated it but i like it. a lot. kuya jo was at his job so wala siya and kuya je is still in boracay. we know that sooner or later magkakahiwahiwalay na yung family namin. kuya je and kuya jo might get married anytime. i hate it. back to the movie, debra messing is really good. dermot mulroney was hot according to my mum which is freakishly weird. i haven't seen dermot in any movies since 'my bestfriend's wedding'. my favorite romatic movie in my childhood days. i last saw him in one of the episodes of FRIENDS in season 9 or 10. go watch the movie!

awakenings:

1. i'm such a movie freak. worse than what i've known.
2. we have a condo in Eastwood?
3. so far my summer is good.
4. i'm starting to like the OC
5. i hate changes.

# 1. it just occur to me that i'm such a movie freak since i was a kid. i mean let's say out of 10 movies released this month, i've at least seen half of it. and the rest na hindi ko napanood, yun yung mga movies ng mga african-american people na hindi ko masyado gusto. btw, house of wax will be showing soon. so as guess who?, a lot like love, fantastic 4, star wars iii, the interpreter, and charlie and the chocolate factory which stars johnny depp. its revived right? as a kid i loved willie wonka which actually scared the hell out of me. kasi naman kung anu-ano yung ginagawa sa mga bata.

me, jan, and my parents watched the sound of music before we went to bed in the music room this weekend. my all time favorite movie. haha. then earlier jan and i watched 'the forgotten' sa dvd since nagspray yung ferndale sa house namin ng pangpatay sa mga unwanted insects dito. so nakakulong kami sa music room. i liked the movie. sobrang nakakagulat. i like the way it portrays the love of one mother to her son.

# 2. about 2-3 years ago, when Eastwood is quite new and were selling future condominuims, my parents were talking on buying one. siyempre gusto namin magkakapatid 'cause one of us might have that when we all have jobs. we haven't heard a lot about it since. tapos last week we dropped by the still-under-consturtion-building which the condo was. we were surprised. we have a condo in Eastwood? matagal na daw fully paid pero yung parents ko were so lazy to fix it with furnitures. oh well.

# 3. so far i like my summer. i love it and it kills me just thinking about those spine-breaking projects my teachers has in store for me in my upcoming sophomore year.

# 4. i like the OC. jan and i were even planning on buying the dvd series.

# 5. marami ng changes sa family namin. i don't even want to think about those. grissum said on the previous episode of CSI, "it is in changes that we find purpose". i'm not sure what it is and i don't want to find out.

college plan 2 / samara 2...

2005-04-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

i know i said that i should just forget about the whole college plan thing, but now i'm making a part 2.

almost all college plans are going down. swerte ni jan that he could still get his. mine couldn't. why now? why not 7 years from now / after my college? bakit ngayon pa bumagsak ang college plan ko? my dream is partly over. more what if's are arriving. for example, what if we gone broke in 3 years, would i be in college then? if we did, i could still go to college because of my college plan. but now nothing. i mean whose to blame? ateneo, la salle, for increasing their tuition every year. most people now have problems entering to a good school beacuse of that stupid plan. most parents put their money with a lot of effort way back and now it's worthless. what about their kids? good school, good job. you know what i mean? now ateneo, la salle and those other schools will go down because of their tuition. it's their fault. up, ust, feu, miriam will now be more popular because it's affordable. 30 % of the student body in ateneo and la salle are in beacuse of college plans. i wanted to go to ateneo because communications is great there. la salle, journalism is also good. that's my dream before. i don't have any other alternative. ust is a great school. pwede kang makatapos dun ng around p130,000. in ateneo, p130,000 is just one year. in up, there's a big chance i won't get in. i know i'm only 13 to be thinking about this stuff pero my future is on the line here. i could suffer because of the generation before me. i thought my future is set, but they're right. nobody know what the future holds.

ok na yung parents ko. they kept telling these jokes. like i should save up now para yun na lang pang college ko. or that wag muna maganak sila kuya je at kuya jo at ako muna ang alagaan nila. haha.

enough about this crap. i'm worried about it pero who cares? i know i can survive somehow. hehe.

i saw the ring 2 / samara again, earlier in gateway kasama sila rhejz. i actually saw the whole movie this time. i mean of course before half the movie my eyes are wide shut but now that i know what's going to happen wala na. it's not the ghosts, monsters, or zombies that creeps me out, it's element of surprise. specially the sound effects that will surely make me jump. the funny thing was, i was screaming 5 seconds before there was even something scary happen. kaya nga some were a bit mad kasi alam na nila na may nakakatakot sa part na dun. hehe.

ate jedda and kuya je are going to boracay tomorrow, dawn ata with some of their friends. kainggit! tomorrow we were supposed to go to subic but it was cancelled since most of my cousins have school / work. ate jedda was nice enough to ask me what i wanted. but you know, going to boracay is as much fun as not going to boracay at all. last year i couldn't come with my cousins 'cause something was up but when they came home, sobrang daming pasalubong. as in madami. they felt sorry for me not being able to go there. this year no worries kasi ate jedda gives the best gifts. but i asked her to buy some handmade notebooks from there. it's really nice.

this is way too long. i just don't have anyone else to express my feelings to. halos walang online. hehe. c=